tortyy xD

一棵开花的树

2011-06-18T23:43:00.003+08:00

如何让我遇见你

在这最美丽的时刻

为这我已在佛前求了五百年

求他让我们结一段尘缘

佛于是把我化作一棵树

长在你必经的路旁

阳光下慎重地开满了花

朵朵都是我前世的盼望

当你走进请你细听

那颤抖的叶是我等待的热情

而当你终于无视地走过

在你身后落了一地的

朋友啊那不是花瓣

是我凋零的心

席慕容/haipaii~xD

songsongsongsong

2010-12-25T01:31:00.005+08:00

haha always though fan yi chen is a great singer :)

我的瞳孔上演着你的笑容

我的耳朵播放着你的感动

还好因为有你记忆开始温柔

那些绵延的创痛都找到出口

你带我离开悲伤像黑夜里的月光

那数不尽的失望是你教我原谅

当你靠在我肩膀我学会了遗忘

每一条河为了海洋而曲折

每颗烟火为了天空而坠落

每当我抬起头看千万个窗口

像看见你的守候为疲倦的我

你带我离开悲伤你说这里有阳光

那放不下的过往是你给我解药

当你靠在我肩膀我看见晴朗

那淹没眼眶的泪终于明白

原来是你的手掌让我得到力量

你带我离开悲伤奔向美好的地方

你带我离开悲伤

那数不尽的失望是你教我原谅

你带我离开悲伤

那放不下的过往是你给我解药

不要再回头张望当世界一片荒凉

你给我希望

2010-12-21T20:42:00.001+08:00

hello and goodbye.
so tired~
still thinks rudy steiner shouldnt die like thisssssssssssssssss!!!
i mean in a book.
forgive my nonsense.

i want/need/should/have to sleep.
but i shan't. yeah.

hello and goodbye.

21/12/2010

2010-12-21T18:55:00.003+08:00

hellos. today is 2112. cool. cooler when i know how to describe how long i havent been blogging : i almost couldnt remember what was my blog address/need to pause for like 30 seconds to think.

ahh not weird to realise that i have been getting fatter and fatter so much so that even my mom is complaining that im getting to fat nowadays. supposed to be showering now but...im not a good girl.

have been watching drama and reading books. yes, finally i am reading english books. just because i have ran out of chinese books to read. counted and i have read like 30 books ever since july. whats wrong with me. how do i know whats wrong. yea i dont know. i only know that reading and watching drama makes me happy. happier. whatever. so far my favourite book since july is the book thief. surprisingly not harry potter series. hp books kinda make me feel impatient cause they are really long and i have sit for 15minutes on average for a chapter. the book thief is preferred cause its an interesting way to narrate. from the pov of Death. kinda reminds me of si shen shao nv drama but in both stories, Death is not a bad guy/girl/person. better guy/girl/person than some humans.

anyway i became bad girl for the first time this week you shall not know how.

oh goodness im getting the weird feeling again. whats wrong with me again. how would i know, again. no i dont know. i totally dread for school reopening. dreading from top to toe. drenched in dreading. oh what am i talking about.

bad girl says bye and off to shower.
bad girl needs to understand herself more.
bad girl shall not be bad anymore and go to shower.
bad girl really dont like to talk. verbally. somtimes. most of the times.
bad girl sends a real bye.

oh hi.

2010-09-29T23:41:00.001+08:00

FUCK.

30/8/2010

2010-08-30T16:40:00.002+08:00

i am seriously beginning to think that i have a short attention span. roar.
haha of coz excluding watching dramas :D maybe next time i should go be a drama editor or rater just whole day watch show xDxD

anyway yea. short attention span T.T

AHHHHHHH DAMNNNNN TODAYYYYYY IM FREAKING PEK CEKKKKK AHHHHH~~~~~ qi si wo le lahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh. T.T
1) im sick. not sick but sick (hahahas) xD at least i think i am.
2) im physically tired. slept through whole of bio lesson and even drool a little on my hoodie (oops)xD i feel so lucky not to get caught but seriously damn tired-.-
3) im mentally irritated and frustrated. by last minuteness T.T
4) i want to kill myself for losing my phone pouch again T.T KANASAI IM A BITCH T.T

only thing to neutralise my pekcek-ness:
I DRANK NEARLY 3 BOTTLES OF WATER SO FAR~~~~
but thats because im sick. not sick but sick(-.-) yea xD

so badddddd why sick at this time T.T
i today havent been fully conscious haha. thats why i totally cant recall anything from lessons T.T

math teacher mentioned R formula today and left an infinite question marks in my brain. nvr mind. fate will find its way. i shall work hard and get promoted to sec4 ;)

zzz the so sleepy but dun want to sleep feeling is back T.T dammit.
today must be my daomei day or sth hurhur. nvrmind.
im seldom lucky xD

k bye dk wad to say going off to find shows to watch and research for my art hw xD

11/8/2010

2010-08-11T23:42:00.002+08:00

hurhur guess what i did over the weekend xD
watch shows yay. i watched/finished two dramas.
pi li MIT and zettai kareshi including the special edition.
zettai kareshi is so sadddddddd T.T night is so poor thing =(

lol today i go lib borrow books again.
then read this book about the life of a doggie which was a guidedog for the blind ppl o.O its like freaking saddddd in the end T.T
like the doggie served his master for two years then his master got hospitalised then he waited for his master in the training school for three years but in the end tht guy died ):

then the doggie finally got back to his previous owner and by that time he's like oldddd already. then his organs like all failing T.T then not long after he got blood cancer and died shortly after T.T

poor doggie hes so cute ): feel so sad after reading the thing haizzzzzz T-T

haha btw i got like surprised when i got back my physics and chinese paper o.O coz i thought i will screw a big shit hell out of it-.- but both kinda just nice hit a1. luckyyy luckyyy phewwwwww~~~~~~

but i totally bet not so lucky for chem and math and IH so...haha xD

hm friday is like the funfair day and GOT TRAINING =( nvr mind im fatttttttt. should be motivated to jian feiiiiiiiiiiii xDxD get rid of flabbyyyyssssss xDxD

ok i think my diet plan totally failzzzzz T.T nvr mind.
I MUSTTTT JIAN FEIIIII ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRRR~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~!!!!

2010-07-30T23:46:00.001+08:00

btw i think im recently like really short tempered.
like gets impatient easily.

BUT.
DEFINITELY.
NOT.
PMS-.-

think im just too lack of sleep.

so if i gets short tempered and behaved unfriendly,
then im really sorry T.T

30/7/2010

2010-07-30T23:29:00.003+08:00

lols? why am i posting during exam period.
and not posting during non exam period.

why am i going novels-crazy during exam period.
and having no life for non-exam period-.-

hee am now currently reading the saga for zuo he de chao ji ah ma. oh btw i used to mix up saga and sago until i realised one is edible and the other is not (: lol im lame but wadeva.

haha IH paper was damn screwed mann i just hope i ll pass the b4 mark or sth-.- i dun want to fail anything gahhhhhhhh at least b4 or sth. coz i hope improvement in msg~~xDxD

la paper was kinda diaoed. coz i did question 2 first. then i wrote like 3.5 pages with frigging big handwriting and leaving lines. then i went to do question 1. and wrote for approx 1.5 pages with the same style-.- oh pls wads the Albinzia or sthsth else mentioned i read the P.S. below already still dun uds -.- wads genus. ahhh wadeva my english just suck i dun care anymore.

somehow now i think i have turned into a more science person-.- definitely not math though xDxD idk wad shall be my ambition but i tend to think of all those more science things. and some art one. but dun think i ll be the art one coz i prolly wont go aep in jc?? idk. see first.

anyway went art museum on weds. hmmhmm interesting. i wish i could have those brains omg~~xianmus~~~~>.<

anyways tests next week and cross country on fridays. bad memories of cross country due to the sec1 one. last year it was cancelled and im like YAYYYYY.

then this year running competitive again. gahhh sian. nvr mind. whatever. blehh.

anyway i think my diet isnt going anywhere T.T i already never tried double lunch le T.T haizzzz. crappy think i still eat too much ): blehh hope my diet plan can work asap but not very possible-.-

haha btw i just finish 1995~2005 xia zhi wei zhi for the second time. totally o.O-ed at guo jing ming's cheemish beautiful vocabs~~love his novels mann...but his novels always got sadddddd ending o.O haha ok i like his way of using vocabs and stuffs. like unconventional or something.

lalala.

ohh man think i recently kinda crazyyyy must be jielinnn's influence hmph^^V
ok i shall go continue mugging if possible.

byesss~~

21/7/2010

2010-07-21T23:13:00.002+08:00

haha im finally blogging again after 923y41587345934589345 milleniums i think xDxD
hee suddenly got this urge to learn more new chinese songs coz i feel so out now...=( like now al the new songs i duno how to sing tsktsk xDxD

haha i just drank coffee apparently and im like sleepy...great thing im like caffeine immune or sth xDxD zzz tmr got chem quiz but i dun feel like studying... guess wad? i failed like x quizzes. 2/10, 5/12, 6/12 for math, 5.5/10 for physics. HAWHAW. might as well fail the chem quiz tmr right T.T
haiz anyway just hope i get to sec4 like no one wants to be retained right o.O

anyway new goal of mine!!! LOSE 1.5 KG AT LEASTTTTTTT.xDxD A MUSTTTTTTTTTTT~~~~~~~~~~xD simply coz im just fat now.

today gt height and weight hm...im 155cm now. short but so wad
not like i care anyway. short jiu short behhhh. and im forty bla.bla kg now T.T haha too fat already cannot say here xDxD

zzz have to do math ws, la thing. dun feel like doing. tmr then do although i know tmr i will be like too tired after training or sth to complete everything T.T aiya dun care la.

anyway got my speech today. didnt really prepare much and wtf i gt picked first. never in my life im like so *lucky* lol. coz im like register number 2 and its kinda hard to pick tht number right...out of like 35 in total??idk. but haha i kinda expected it.

coz im like those suay suay ppl who wadeva i wished for would never be true T.T like gai lucky de i wont be lucky shouldnt be lucky one then i very lucky. ok so the my broken english-.-

anyway i few days ago i just saw a mouse on the bridge -.- and its like freaking well fed la o.O

anyway now doing fashion design for art and think its like funnnnnn YAYYYYYY.

ok shall prepare to slp le bb xDxD

pandas xD

2010-07-10T23:57:00.001+08:00

我也要跟团团圆圆一起去团圆~~

27/6/2010

2010-06-27T00:31:00.003+08:00

hehs wonder why am i still not asleep.
i shld slp early right xD
too bad i guess im just a badddddd baddd disobedient person haha xDxD

heehee yay yesterday training nagekomi got a hit on my right fourth toe and now gt big bruise xD had no idea how come ll hit there just felt a sudden sharp pain xD maybe my right breakfall just sucked xD yay so long to having a big bruise. bruises ftw~~<3<3 haha ok i sound biantai.

anyway YAYYYY i finish like 31 books in total of slamdunk in like 3 weeks i guess. slamdunk rocks. very motivating xD to think i actually got motivated not to slack too much for training (ooops)xD and somehow i think the story a bit similar to lan qiu huo-.- but still i like it. knows more about basketball now and haha yingmu (sakuragi) guy is so funny coz hes so dramatic xD and liuchuan (rukawa) is cool o.O zzz fine i got the thought to re read detective conan from start again coz i kinda forgot the first few parts le xDxD but wait till im free ba xDxD

oooooooh jay new album out xD omggggg as usual i love yan hua yi leng~~~<3<3 although i still prefer qing hua ci and lan ting xu xDxD

haha i still gt like a few homework xD book review i kinda cheated just took some of the books i read before since x years ago and those i bought from china xD hee oya must find someday to finish my zuo er zhong jie xDxD

haa hols are so nice i finish watching like x sets of dvds. haha hai pai tian xin!<3 dalangdalangdalangdalangdalangdalangdalanggggg~~~xD lol tht one damn funny i laughed like x times. to think i actually laughed xD although slamdunk makes me laugh too xD

and finish jia men de rong guang also. 72 episodes?idk forgot. tht korean show haha quite nice. and now mom watching this show 70episodes i only watch sometimes o.O

anyway. turkish kebab is nice xD but ex-.- k nvr mind. its nice.
AND I AM FAT FAT FAT FAT.
FATTY BOM BOM-.-
NEED TO JIANFEI SERIOUSLY.
EMERGENCY.

gahhhhh crappy china immersion make me so fat T.T but i kinda miss times in china coz that was totally life u had nothing to worry about haha except eat eat eat watch random tv and cuddle up in bed and coooooooolingggggggg weather xDxD

but nvr mind i prefer back here. coz got more gui shu gan yeahhhhhhh~~~
haha got back report book xD 1.45 msg. hm i wan aim for perfect but thats freaking impossible coz i suck in LA math and IH-.- and my art is 1 mark to A1 GAHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!T.T ONE MARKKKKKKKKKKK~~~~~~~~~RAWRRRRRRRRR.

and i still got 11 drawings to draw. zzz i dun care xD

fine i shall go slp ok. must be guaiiiiiii xDxD
nights xD

9/6/2010

2010-06-09T20:29:00.002+08:00

hehssss back from china five days ago~~
OMGOMGOMG I MISS THE WEATHER~~~
is like never get to sweat unless you exercise!!20 degrees weather shuang si le xDxD

heehee thinking of privating blog so can post more stuffs xD that cannot jian ren one~~like dunid scared stalker or random potential stalker or ppl you dun want them to see the blog to see my blog. ok fail grammar but still...-.-

suzhou was damn nice...except the food super oily T.T hai me now fat fat le like the panda i bought-.- but i bought 5 books...and left one in a restaurant by accident-.- dumb me but luckily the book like not very nice de xDxD

hm hostel life was kinda shuang coz they got tv!!!!although not much shows...normally spend my time stoning/laichuanging/eating *guiltys* and i find the school food quite nice wad except for the oily ness and i duno why but the tofu got weird weird smell and taste-.-

and days when we dun have lessons we go out sightseeing and oya i love yonghe doujiang man. its like cheap and lots and nice. oh i meant food xD and i think suzhou got those kinda ancient town look still and some places and they are pretty=) tiring but enjoyable.

then lessons in china. omg i dun want to lead a china student life man i would just rather fail and go be road cleaner etc-.- they like spent their whole life studying a bit sad o.O but i know why they all got good stamina o.O run to assembly every morning haha and crazyyy pe lessons. hm 1min skip 150 times i can never ever do that in my whole big fat life-.-

and the enrichment courses the school gave us xD omg surprisingly i like the poem lesson lol and embroidery is lovedd<3<3 and hm...some other i couldn really remember then psps.

haha the immersion trip i gave my alot of first times. first time taking singapore airlines first time going out of singapore and malaysia first time stay hostel first time go sightseeing in a foreign country first time blasting music into my ear first time leaving home for two weeks first time i realised hotmail is SOOO useful=) and first time errrr...forget-.-

lol oya on the plane i watched "the exam" and "huamulan" and "dear john".
the exam kinda lame coz they used the same few actors and actresses throughout the whole show and the same scene for the whole thing but overall i think its still nice...

huamulan is worth watching for people who are non-anti-chinese movies xDxD coz i find it nice xD and i like wu xia pian xDxD duno why lol i weirdo xDxD

lol dear john is worth watching also!!but errrrr...they a bit weird ah...got koala-hugging-style kiss-.-

was watching the cheena jinyiwei show and then i fell asleep coz i was too sleepy since it was midnight flight and was already 230++ -.- i intended to stay up but then i fell asleep after eating the so call breakfast at like 3+???

and haha bought like different flavours of pocky back home omg its like hugeeeeeee variety xD got coffee somemore haha<3

and then come back singapore abit sian of the weather ah-.-

zzz k dun feel like posting le so byeeeeeeeee

14/5/2010

2010-05-14T23:08:00.003+08:00

ZZZZZ WHY IS HOTMAIL NOT WORKING AGAINNNNNNNNN!!!!!!!!!!pissed la~~
and WTF la i forgot to bring my PDD book home when i need to prepare for PDD presentation like WTF!!!!!!!!-.-

haha think i very long never post le xDxD lol today csm or wadeva hcnyatfm but i dun care i still think csm sounds better xDxD and today got nice sun in the morning lol xD and afternoon was damn hot and im like pissed coz gt like some bitches behind me keep making comments-.- like wad waa the torch so ugly leh...waa they run so slow la...blablabla. shutup la ownself go run see how ast u can go ownself go make a torch see how pretty u can make it to be la-.-

sian too bad. who ask them to pian pian bitch behind a bitch like me HAHAHA. lol too bad.

lol going china next week for GCP. yay/boo. yay coz can finally not go to school for lessons. i dont know. i just dont like to step into school-.- zzz but still have to like what go school for a ew more years o.O haiz life is sian xD

lol hm this week is like hectic T.T so sian and today totally sucked-.- i spend my day slping after i reached home.

haha after competition i have been eating and eating but heng didnt really gained much weight...i think xDxD and i ate like two portions of mashed potatoes toay xD and i think 711 one very nice xDxD

ok wadeva i forgot what i want to say so bye.

-.-

2010-04-29T22:49:00.001+08:00

block test period.
im still playing games.
ownz.

HERE TO CRAP??FUCK OFF THEN.

2010-04-29T22:41:00.005+08:00

fucking shit.
im starting to get irritated by all those crappings.
irritating shit.
get lost. shut up. whatever.
dont you get sick and tired of using the same trick, saying the same thing over and over again?????
annoying shit.
dont go overboard.
the conclusion is as stated in the post title.

im not entertaining you anymore, whoever you are.

24/4/2010

2010-04-24T13:21:00.002+08:00

HAHAHA im posting againnnnnnnnnnnnnnnn~~~~~~~
lol finally did like one of the yuedu thing ytd-.- but i think it was crap xD and shit forgot to find whether sch lib got 2359 or not...I WANT READ THE DAY BOOK ALSO~~~xDxD oh yea shits to complain about:

shit number one. i forgot when is my napfa 5 items!!T.T how dumb can i get haha. prolly shall go hunt down for the date someday somehow??is it tuesday or friday or whatever gahhhh-.-

shit number two. i have been overeating...or rather overspending on food over the two days...prolly i should eat lesser in order not to fail sit ups/napfa 5 items? later i get all blubby and puffed up.

shit number three. oh shit i forgot. oh yes yesterday i wanted to collect my art painting homework to do over the weekend and then i realised i havent get the paint from the teacher halfway while walking to art room-.-

shit number four. portia's/my own fault!! i spent extra on ice cream yesterday. but it was because i brought food to portia's class caused her to feel hungry and go to canteen eventually and i get tempted by ice cream and bought it. hm so it should be my own fault. shit. i dun want go ex light-.-

shit number five. i havent find mr shone for physics spa makeup. dead. probably get like zero or something for spa haha. am waiting for the next physics lesson or something??shit.

and YAY NUMBER ONE. 13.27 for 2.4km!!new record xDxD faster than last year for like 1min nd 4 secs muahaha xDxD yay hope im nt like the first six in my class coz i would never want to run competitive in cross country anymore. cross country ruins my day still remember how horrible the sec1 one was-.-

YAY NUMBER TWO. i got a big big orh ceh near my ankle press already is SHUANG DAO~~~~i know i sound biantai but still...orh ceh is the best thing ever xDxD

YAY NUMBER THREE. got 50% off for homework this week as compared to last week. but from what i know...the great singapore sale havent started right??

YAY NUMBER FOUR. completed mission impossible. yesterday went around to give notices to people going suzhou regarding some meeting thing next tuesday. i actually finish the freaking task (coz i have no choice) xDxD haha yay fyi, i would never freaking do that even if u gimme 1000 dollars xD

conclusion. shit still owns yay. life is (not) sad.
xDxD

2010-04-21T22:58:00.002+08:00

human beings are contradictory.
they want to promote peace and equality.
yet competitions exists.
because of they themselves.

quoted from my weird logic.

“不是无情，只是不想轻易动情。”

“当你天天失望，希望一来，才会特别欣喜。”

“毕竟，能短暂拥有，总好过从来没有，反正这个世界上并没有多少个永远。”

this is why i like wu qing kang's books xD

wo ai ta

2010-04-21T22:34:00.003+08:00

song from the show o.O nice xD

他的情况留在某一节车厢

地下铁里的风比回忆还重

整座城市一直等着我

有一段感情还在漂泊

对他唯一遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾又怎么样呢

伤了痛了懂了就能好了吗

曾经依靠彼此的肩膀

如今各自在人海流浪

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

逃不开爱越深越互相伤害

越深的依赖越多的空白

该怎么去爱

我爱他轰轰烈烈最疯狂

我的梦狠狠碎过却不会忘

曾为他相信明天就是未来

情节有多坏都不肯醒来

我爱他跌跌撞撞到绝望

我的心深深伤过却不会忘

我和他不再属于这个地方

最初的天堂最终的荒唐

如果还有遗憾是分手那天

我奔腾的眼泪都停不下来

若那一刻重来我不哭

让他知道我可以很好

21/4/2010

2010-04-21T21:57:00.002+08:00

zzz sian i got like math SIA qns, bio 5.1, physics 1 qns, bio prac havent do and i totally no jingshen to complete-.-

and i miss bio and chem prac and physics SPA ROARRRRRR~~~~~~~xDxD

lol ok nothing to xD about...OHHHHH!!!!!i got like 2 mini bruises YAYYY xDxD and got bruisy feeling on my forehead although i duno whats the cause...so hope got bruise muahaha...anyway got fringe to cover no one can see xD

yay compts end~~no more weighing in problem can eat eat eat eat eat for like 3 months or something before trying to control weight again xD hm teams c div was zai~~pro~~haha please la in my whole freaking life i never had direct ippon score before ok...=(
but yay congrats to all prize winners xDxD

lol b'div was ok i guess...not satisfied with my bout-.- indivs also o.O haha was in sleepy mode okayyyyy...coz i got so determined to finish watching xia yi zhan, xing fu haha xDxD and then every night slept late even though i know there is compts the next day xD

even sir said i played "very very badly" in front of x people xD haha surprisingly i dun really feel any negative feelings haha. in fact i was like OMGGGGG EXACTLYYY~~xDxD ya i know i sadist la xD but still...oh man as compared to the worst statement i ever received about me thats like nothing alr o.O anyway i kinda feel more comfortable being complained at rather than being complimented??o.O

then reached home at like nine? finish dinner then shower then dry hair then sleep xDxD lei si le o.O

haha today ended like freakin early. didnt wanna go novena eat. didnt want to go the buffet dinner thing coz its like freaking ex. 30+ bucks for a dinner?im not that rich xD went lot 1 to eat. the ytf damn ex-.- and after that bought sth to eat from old chang kee!!damn oily but nice xD no weight concerns anymore for the moment anyway xDxD

reached home. sleepy~~xD went to read detective conan xDxD the comic xD then almost slept until dad came back and nagged me to shower zzz. hate naggings o.O

zzz duno what to say but...
today is a great day =)
and i ponned art o.O
and misses physics SPA-.-

haha ok random.
i have to
but
i dun want to
DO MATH SIA T.T

ok bye xD

10/4/2010

2010-04-10T23:23:00.003+08:00

im posting!!!
ok first thing.
i just made a cup of milk tea again. and sheesh its freaking failzzzzzz. i think i got the tea too diluted T.T then the thing looks more like milk then tea T.T fail fail fail fail xD haha btw recently i like duno why addicted to milk tea muahaha have been drinking it for the third time for this week le xDxD

haha blog dying soon. better. no one will see then i dun need write in a so target-audience-is-public-way haha xDxD

zzz freaking sian la...sec 3 is totally like everyweek homework scam...-.- and other than jap and art homework i always do all the others reluctantly...oh maybe except bio and physics??haha xD

crap leh tuesday got LA block test o.O haha that time that compre timed trial i got 9/20 haha epic~~but not lowest in class though i duno wads the lowest. and a lot failed. on a brighter note, i improved as compared to last year eoy which i got an super freaking epic 9/25 for compre haha xDxD

lol shit i recently dun like going to school more and more le. so sian. but yay last week i feel so qinlao coz i was chionging homework a lot coz i only did my bio SIA then xDxD and math SIA and all those o.O haha but...em...i was chionging watching drama DVD as well HAHAHA. seeeeeee i not so guaiii one o.O finished jiu xiang lai zhe ni!!!!!!!xDxD

hee find it very nice coz its like funny haha. my mom was laughing like #$%^& o.O but of coz i didnt laugh like her lol. think i at most just had a retarded grin or sth like that haha. i damn woodblock one-.-

hm this week dun feel like doing hw o.O i neeeeeeed a freaking day to sleep through or something if not i ll end up like last year sleeping in almost every lesson o.O zzz ok i shall give like a summary of complaints first xD

1) i need sleep. 2) stop assuming. 3) until now still got people so childish haiz. 4) im bad. 5) i need to pay attention. 6) i really need to sleep early. 7) packet milo in school vending machine so ex~~ 8) think what you think im not going to care.

haha talking about packet milo...omgggggggggg <3<3 finally found back the feeling of xingfu-ness of drinking packet milo yayyyyyyy xDxD gahh shit me so random xD zzz crap i have been eating a lot diediedieeeeeeeeeeeeeeee xDxD

haha ok so late le think i go sleep xD

the song in the drama i just finished xD

终于可以在今天划上句点 
一整夜 翻阅过去画面
快想不起我们为何会诀别  
只看到那双你送的鞋

走一步又一步
我才发现绕了个圈
走了好几年
又回到原点

你送的礼物 会不会太特别
毫不避讳 那不安的传言
但渐行渐远 习惯到没感觉
难道你早想要我走远

你送的礼物 在此刻好体贴
陪我回忆 把过往走一遍
穿了这些年 难免会有污点
就像每段爱 总会有终点

世上最残酷的 恐怕是时间 
困住人 一切却还向前
干涸的眼再挤不出一点咸  
爱到如此可悲的境界

走一步又一步 却跟不上你的脚步
你满意了 为什么我却只想要哭

你说做自己吧 我们都做回自己 哦~
不要再为爱受委屈

你送的礼物 原来是一场劫
终于分别 夙命一样准确
可笑到想要 你赔给我时间
爱情有时廉价得可怜

光着脚我一路奔跑 鲜血泪水一路狂飙
收起我的骄傲 承认曾经备受煎熬
鞋上那记号 只有你能明了
过了这一夜 我就全忘掉

7/4/2010

2010-04-07T23:22:00.002+08:00

zzz when can i get a freaking normal post man...hm maybe this week??like friday haha. and oh shit i think i forgot most of what i wanted to say alr >.< bad bad memory...need to sleep earlier alr xDxD

zzzzzzzzz sian....the part i hate mostttttttttttttttttt wtf.
ok take it that im crapping.
but i think.
think only.
i shall post this friday!!
i dont want a dead blog -.-

ok bye damn sleepy alr xD

28/3/2010

2010-03-28T23:15:00.001+08:00

haiz ps blog kinda dead now already...no time to update...although i got quite a lot to say but still...haizzzzzzzzzzzz

hope this coming week got time ba=)

2010-03-28T23:13:00.001+08:00

what the fucking shit is this.

essay

2010-03-15T00:09:00.000+08:00

ok just realised that was really an obs essay-.-

14/3/2010

2010-03-14T22:58:00.002+08:00

hee today is like the white valentines day. in case you duno wads that...like in japan the feb 14 thing is when girls give stuffs to their crushes so white valentines is like the day where those guys give something back to the girl they are interested in an apparently just ignore those they are not? ok my last year jap teacher told me this haha xD

happy white valentines people~~xDxD

haha yay back from obs. wanted to post on friday but was just too tired xD then yesterday wanted to post but mom didnt want me to on comp say i whole day comp comp comp so today im here to comp and blog and erm...record details or non details from obs in case i forgot...which i may at any point of time coz i failish memory o.O

hm first day. woke at like i duno what time coz i forgot. then went school sleepily with my ultra heavy shit bag-.- then on the bus to punggol jetty guessed i was stoning?? although i played like the concentration game for a while. then reached the obs reception place then everyone started mass putting sunblock and insect repellent o.O so like begin to feel that very obs atmosphere haha xDxD

after got introduced to our instructors then got like some introduction and bonding session with them first while waiting for the ferry?? to come. yeah the ferry and definitely not the fairy. i feel lame. whatever xD then our instructor got this soft toy duckyy quackers so cuteeeeeee~~~xDxD

anyway then after that i got on the super small boat to camp 2...the boat is like really small one...only can hold like around 10 passengers or so o.O haha and its called nightingale xD maybe im just too bored but i noticed that theres a boat called symphony so i decided to look out for all their names haha. quest and nightingale haha xD im glad i dun have seasick and i kinda love being on boats xDxD

anyway we reached there then they like have some bonding thing again and then its phone surrendering time T.T zzz and im like the first on the list so im first to surrender my phone and house keys etc. hmphhhhh >.< after that got some intro to all the store stuffs. our store is like at the end of the corridor thing so our instructor say we got a lot space to unpack our stuffs outside xD anyway my watch is TENZING hahaha. somehow reminds me of zinc but nvr mind. he is supposed to be some guy who went to everest with some edmund hillary guy??ya or at least something like that xD

anyway after we ate and blablablabla stuffs, we went to like learn belaying. zzz i feel like im pulling myself up into the air each time and apparently when the climber goes on the falling practice...i like ZOOOOOOOOOOOM forward a lot and felt like i omost floated up-.-

ok then i got a very weird shower that day. not really shower at all co the lan lan toilet was flooded and there were some disgusting stuffs there including a drowned dead lizard-.- but i dun really care. i went to wash my head, dry it and drenched my clothes then change into dry ones. so it wasnt really bathing at all coz i dun trust the shower curtains which are lack of coverage o.O

ok so first day we didnt really do a lot and omg im still on the first day-.- and they got this fire drill when we were about to sleep!!gahhh was so sleepy k...anyway kinda slept well though i was the last to sleep and first to wake in my tent. ok for 3 out of 4 nights it all happened that way.

second day. kayaking stuffs and basics. paddling was fun. me and leanne somehow get it the first time... super clumsy though. and i got super freaked out by capsizing and somehow developed water phobia-.- not all circumstances though...i think its only those suddenly need to plop into water kind. coz i was happily in the shallow waters after that. btw, well, the life vest floats but i don't. so my head is still 1/5 in the water even with life vest tightened to maxi o.O oh and i got extremely freaked out by the mid sea rescue thing. ok to be exact, the capsizing part again-.- but anyway my phobias always disappear fairly quickly. i bet 1 week later i can be excited for the same activity again.

then paddled to camp1. camp 1 is not really that terrific after all... they got little toilets and lots stairs. I PREFER CAMP 2 seriously. but the food served not bad la...considering its a camp for 200++ people??or maybe i just eat everything. coz everyone wasted quite a lot food and they say not nice.

hm second day didnt really showered. just like rinse of my salt water thing. and i powder bathed. and at night i got woke by drizzle. yeah. the 1st thought that came to my mind was omg the shoes outside!!!! but then i look left look right...still sleeping away. so i dun care and slept since its only a drizzle. then after that i got woke by mid heavy rain. so i was like OMG THE SHOES. and the whole tent only me was wide awake...kahmin and weelin were sleeping and leanne was blurly awake. so i just said the.shoes. then she suddenly SPRANG UP. so we took in the shoes.

oh that morning we unpitched our tents in darkness and muddiness and drizzle. and cong cong mang mang prepare for land expedition. anyway we didnt walked the route exactly coz our watchmate got injured and we went back to camp 2 halfway and spent quite a long time there so inthe end just directly go the campsite...o.O but while trekking halfway theres like moderate rain or i guess the rain was just blocked out by trees??oh and i think the rain makes the forest a beautiful place. like those u see in pictures. haha i didnt felt like wearing poncho. i want to get wet in the rain~~coz it was just...shuanggggg. haha i realised i enjoy nature xD

anyway after that we had time for quarry jump but i didnt go coz the feeling of capsizing still haunts me T.T but there was a tortoise in the quarry!!!!!!wuuuguiiiiiii~~~<3<3 i miss my dear wuuguii so much then o.O anyway before the jump we went pitch tent but after that 3 out of 4 tents collapsed due to strong wind. our tent didnt!!!!!xDxD got wuuguii spirit xDxD

cooked in the dark/duno what we ate...maybe some crunchy insects as well. and told to wash with sea water. wash halfway and saw a whole big fat family of cat fishes swimming up to eat the stuffs damn scary-.-

anyway the place was nice but THEY HAD STUPID ROCKS ON THE GROUND. that night was horrible. i had weird dreams and didnt slept well, my hip bone aches when i woke, i got disturbed by the malay music from malaysia and i even heard leanne mumbling in her sleep coz i woke frequently that night-.- and i think weelin is like some really deep sleeper haha she totally cant wake or sth o.O

anw we got the shift thing to keep up to watch. then ours was last shift. and i got x ant bites T.T but we like set off for sea expedition early...we took the long route. 14.4km hmm...but along with tide though. except the chek jawa part xD anyway we had to switch partners half way cz of some reasons then after that i got really tired coz i keep have to steer. like absorbing the impacts of the sea against the paddle for x times. lol. but think i was stoning or sth not really tired xD and noticed the nice fluffy clouds was like wowwwww.

but we reached in like 5 hours kay. the instructor says we set a new record and he changed his impression about girls MUAHAHA. lol xD anyway had lunch on sea. not a bad thing. but drinking water is bad coz i tasted sea water on my lips somehow. oh u know theres like seawater on my specs and when we reached the thing dry already then my specs got SALT. was like wth. anyway had to carry the kayaks onto the shelves and apparently we rearranged those not in order in order o.O

was super tired that night and we finally got grasspatch to sleep on again. slept super deeply till i got woke up at 6. still super sleepy.

but we reached last day. oh i got back my phone and was WTF no batt go die man cheat my feelings~~o.O was kinda pissed and frustrated coz i cant figure out how come no batt-.- anyway my cap flew away on the way to camp 2 jetty. kinda saddened. i somehow got those kind of very attached feelings to all my possessions. and i always feel sad when i lose something even and eraser. oh and i felt a moment of panic until i realised there is no way i could get it back. so well, why not just say bye to it.

but somehow gt this random thought...like would i be able to say bye in such a manner if what i lost was something precious and dear to me?but haha i dun think so then. i might even do stupid things xD

anyway back home. i feel like obs is just like some adventurous dream like sth i never thought i could complete but i completed and like the feeling coz obs is so close to nature. no homework. no school. no SIAs. free. only bad thing is no phones T.T

think i somehow gained a lot in obs like make a lot new friends from 302 and 303 haha xD and many other more.

ok bye think i need to sleep already. byebye.
super random.
xDxD

blabla

2010-03-12T22:58:00.002+08:00

hello.
back from obs.
very tired.
shall post next time.
and crap a lot.
oh.
i forgot what holiday homework i have.'
but i dun care.
i want sleep.
so.
end of story.
bye.
cya xD

28/2/2010

2010-02-28T19:23:00.003+08:00

yay posting again coz i have nothing better to do as homework is nothing better-.-
zzz anyways i realised that i dun really like a lot of dramas/ movies that are lovedddd by a lot of people. like 1. tao hua xiao mei which i decided not to watch it anymore after the first few episodes coz i think its damn sian. and 2. avatar didn even have a lil bit of interest in it zzz. and 3. qi zi de you huo which i initially thought it was nice but it wasnt but another typical revenge war then the person who wanted revenge succeeded but realised he/she isnt happy about it o.O

guess i watched too much dramas when i was young xD

lol just went shower and WTF IM DROPPING A LOT OF HAIR T.T T.T T.T SADDED.
shitzzz nooooooo must get sleeping remedial!!ok im lame and im always lame xD

weeeeee friday training was like hahahaha. coz during training it was like raining and i wanted to go into the rain so badly coz the weather is freaking humid/stuffy-.- and during pt it was drizzling!!xD and the most epic one was it starting raining halfway!!!i was like WHEEEEEE and walked/half strolled to shelter while enjoying being in the rain xDxD

haha i used to scared to be in the rain although i like rain coz rmb last time when i was young and i was cycling halfway then suddenly theres this heavy downpour/thunderstorm and that scares me and now i wonder why i feel scared-.- raining is shuang~~~~xDxDxD

haha yesterday went out. to celebrate dq's bday xD in the morning mom woke me up at like 8+ and i was still sleepy/groggy T.T then blurblur went to eat breakfast went home and OMG its 1030 so chionged out since supposed to meet by 11-.- failzzz.

then went to buy cake. i walked into the shop and remembered kinda clearly that it was breadtalk but then i wondered how come breadtalk sells milo o.O and btw the milo is freaking ex!!!!its like those mini version packet milo and they sell each packet for $1.20 when you get can the normal version at a much cheaper price outside. SCAMMMMM~~~-.-

anyway i was hoping the cake to have lotssss cream but it didnt really have a lot surprisingly and the burger looking cookie is nice~~xD lol we walked in rounds to decide on where to eat and finally decided on fish and co. and fish and co is damn ex!!-.- and they got 10% service charge + 7% GST. tsktsk so much profit xD and i drank insomnia damn rockkkk!! the damn funny thing is that the waiter was asking "who is having insomnia?"LOL xD haha anyway its some damn nice/not sweet coffee thing with LOVELY PORTION OF WHIPPED CREAM on top :D whipped cream is loved<3<3

wanted fish and chips but decided not coz im getting fat and fish and chips is super ex o.O and the drink is super filling xD oh and after that i realised i drank coffee in the morning too...but the most ironic thing was i slept damn well at night. well maybe im already an incurable caffeine-resistant-addict xDxD

got kinda screwed at the paying part coz of the service charge/gst thing. and wtf i did pay can-.-

lol and walked like damn long just for a movie o.O but its quite nice la at least there are like surprises. just that the freaking music is damn loud i hate it-.- and the screen is kinda too bright at times so much so that it is damn ci yan~~o.O

got home and went out 1 min after. to have dinner and after that went to fairprice to buy stuffs with family and im dead tired after that so didnt do homework.

today 10+ i got woken up again and i realised my eyes are kinda swollen and x hours later im super sleepy already though i drank 1 and a half cup of coffee again-.- but still IM STILL SLEEPY RAWRRRRRR~~~~o.O ok still got jap compo and some project stuffs to gao dim before i can sleep xDxD

MUST SLEEP EARLY TODAY~~~
btw,
one,
spoilt brats are irritating and stupid even though they always think they rulezz-.-

two,
the word fuck shouldn't be use too unecessarily.yup xD

ok bye.

--From the very-est mean and evil bitch of the millenium :D xD =) (who fails totally at english)

24/2/2010

2010-02-24T22:12:00.003+08:00

yay i finally get to post for after i duno how long-.- tsk school is freaking sian la...sometimes i duno whats the point of going to school except for pe and lunch and art and jap haha xDxD jap is lovedd xD although it dun really pull up my msg as i kinda always dozing off in class...failzzzz xDxD

haha anyway last week when i came back from malaysia on the night of the day before school reopens...its like damn frustrating because i still have to do my math RAFT till 12++ when i really feel like sleeping and hence im really sleepy the next day-.- but apparently i didnt sleep in class xDxD so proud of myself hahaha xD

but until now i still everyday sleepy...hadn't got the time to really have a few continuous nights of early and good quality sleep xD and every morning i spend my time on snoozing the alarm and forcing myself to wake up latest by 535 xDxD very torturous leh coz my bed loves me and i love my bed xD

anyway last week was like a super chionging homework week...still remember there was one day coz mom never cook. then after training i reach home quite tired le still have to go out to eat and after eating went bukit merah to visit my uncle whom just came to Singapore recently to work at the casino o.O and mom say a while only so didnt send me home to do my homework. but she ended up chatting till 1140pm or so...and i reached home at 12.

so i started IH assignment which have to be handed in the next day at 12 and i finish at 230. didnt know how did my brains work but it worked somehow-.-

and i think sleeping late makes me go fatter by like a bit???? somehow xD and makes me drop more hair than usual o.O

but this week quite ok coz everything hand in le xD and bsp presentation done and hoorayyyyy xDxD

haha funny last weekend was chionging projects and homework that i didnt get to revise for my jap test on the monday that had just passed o.O then i only started revising on bus on monday but didnt revise much coz reading books on buses make me feel giddy-.- so i just study a bit here and there and somehow managed to finish my homework and studying jap too xDxD

and then THE TEACHER TOLD US THAT THE TEST WAS ONLY 45MINS. fineeeeeee!!!!heng i never muggg hard xD but kinda short and easy i hope. except the listening o.O cant catch la they talk like %$#^&^$^%^ and over already then i was like HUHHHH. lol and i managed to remember all the kanjis!!!!xDxD hope they are correct anyway...i very long never score a1 for jap le...always between a2 and b3 one o.O

tuesday. some prize presentation rehearsal thing. kinda really dryyyy run o.O and think im like skipping art next week coz got prize presentation thingyy o.O haizzzzzzz so fast one term over le o.O

hm i really dun like going for such things man...duno why maybe coz i just hate the feeling of being noticed and even worse having x pairs of eyes staring at me T.T

haha last friday was like LOL. coz when i went home and after i ate dinner, i lied on the sofa to watch tv and slept unkn0wingly is really deep sleep those kind coz i woke and was blurblur and thinking OMG I SLEPT?! haha then my mom was like "look at your feet" in chinese.
so i look.
damn my toenails are painted-.-
my mom painted them while i was sleeping o.O and then she was laughing over it zzz o.O then i just saw it and no reaction. just the "oh. i thought what thing big happened-.-" thought o.O tsktsk i no hope one super slow and daiiiii xD

yay today art went some exhibition and the united world college beside ACSI. haha omg some are really nice and theres this bigbig moth thingy...and a really cooling painting and stuffss...ok i duno what im talking about.

anyway im pretty sure that i failed the math quiz taken like on monday coz i screwed the last qns which was 4 marks and the second question my discriminant thing put wrong sign GAHHHHH im a math idiot seriously la. but think im ponning math remedial???? im not sure.

and yoohooozzzz for the first time in my whole like i got full marks for physics quiz~~xDxD happy~~~
but only got 6/10 for chem quiz one coz im szhupiddsss xD but i dun care...GOT PASS CAN LIAO =)

ok i shall go sleep soon...byebye xD
crap next time xD

2010-02-21T15:39:00.001+08:00

FUCKKK.

13/2/2010

2010-02-13T18:32:00.002+08:00

yay postinggg a little xD
at ahma house now!
all i do is eat sleep and DO HOMEWORK T.T
so pathetic!!!!
i got like 17 pieces of homework gahhhhh~~~
but i did some i duno how much and physics is confusing i decided to do it later o.O
haizzzz was sleeping just now and got woke up my mom coz apparently there is a lot of ants and she got really frustrated coz she keep getting bitten while she was sleeping (too) o.O then she started to look for the ants and kill them then i feel the digdigdig and i woke xD

fine i dun even know what im talking about now xD

yay yesterday finally reached ah ma house at like 7+ i think...in car for x hours damn sian so i slept woke slept and woke and slept and woke for a lot of times xD but then after that when i reached ahma house dun really feel like sleeping and i slept at around 130 at night o.O

and woke 11 today!!fine i feel like a pigggg.

and tomorrow is CNY already sian sian means parent will super early dig us up coz a lot random people will be coming o.O like really random one i never even see before-.-

ok fine i shall sleep earlier today and hug my soft toyyyy tightttt xDxD

zzz ok i shall go facebook.
the net is super slow i cant go MSN and even fb chat is not working fine~~~~~~~~

lalala

2010-02-10T23:01:00.000+08:00

GAHHHHHH FINEE IS POST TMR xD

8/2/2010

2010-02-08T23:19:00.002+08:00

yayayayayay think i can post a little today ba xDxD or maybe i will end up crapping alot again.

saturday i ate random stuffs for dinner but then they all like damn fat one...
i ate like half cup of full cream milk plus 2 packet of biscuits (6 slices) plus one slice of random cream biscuit plus korean paomian omg!!!!!!!

haha sunday was compt. im like the official and i find it 23394679573423409 times more bad then doing a math paper T.T so stressed one scared record wrong coz is my first time doing bout list xD and my reaction damn slow one tsktsk.

then i did x laps of shuttle run for you know what reasons la xD and have to siam cameras somemore-.- and yay now im the nazhe wugui paolaipaoqu de shenjingbing xDxD haha and i will start manyuan-ing certain people for having such longggggggg names gahhhhh xD

and i dun want be announcer i cant pronounce properly. i dun want be timer person coz i think i will screw that comp so muahaha im the bout list person fine this is crappy xD

anywayyyy i suddenly have the motivation to not slack so much so i shall try to not slack so much anymore yay xD

anyway i went home and managed to finish a large portion of QINE.2 worksheet omg damn happyyyyyyy. haha a math retard like me suddenly kai qiao a bit le xDxD

and today muahaha. ate tomyum during lunch and felt like i ate nothing-.- fineeeeeeee. then went to eat other stuffs xDxD and jap lesson werent boring...its just me that is sleepy and me and joan ended up both sleeping and waking and sleeping and waking-.-

and effing shit i got crampsssssss during jap T.T make me feel like sleeping more xD and then the fan was n full blast and i feel kinda cold but hoodie to the rescue<3 and then i began sweating but i dun feel hot-.- even on the way to mrt and back home and my hongzi is soaked in...erm...my sweat?? haha like whole thing wet leh xDxD

and then 30 days later its OBS!!!!!!!!!! HOW SUAY CAN I GET MANNNNNNN!!!!! the answer is veryyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~` because...hm you should know why la T.T damn shittyyyyyyyy GAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

and i did my part for IH AS 2 in like 15 min??yayyy my efficiency record xDxD

gahhhhh tomorrow got hamper wrapping thing i gonna get killed but nvm. die jiu die xD anyway im kinda like always suayyyyy one xDxD

uhohhhhhh friday coming soooooon. must find my bigbig watson plastic bag to stuff all my soft toys to lug there xD

GAHHHHHHH T.T

anyway today LA lecture they show us this dracula thing damn disturbing one-.-
but then i dun really know wads dracula about except its vampire stuff so i dun really care was like -.- at the mtv thing lol xD

fine i sound random.
i going sleep le.
byebye xDxD

-.-

2010-02-05T23:50:00.002+08:00

fb is so baddddd....

i clicked on profile...load so slow.
i clicked to become a fan...load so slow.
i clicked to view other's profile...load so slow.
i clicked to view comments...load so slow.

SO, WHY DOES IT LOAD SO FAST WHEN I CLICKED LOGOUT?!?!?!?!?!?!

HMPHHHHHHHHHH.

5/2/2010

2010-02-05T23:02:00.002+08:00

haha shit just realised in my previous post i wrote <$2.60 as >$2.60-.- fine im just dumbbbb/badd in math notations blablabla o.O

ehhh waddaaaaaaa hell is with facebook man. damn lag-.- dun make me lose face(book)-.- tsktsktsk grahhhhhhhhhhh qi si ren le hmph.

anyway...haha monday joan didnt go for 3rd lang again...so i still like sat the the back of the class by myself like some emo kid-.- gahhhhh. anyway i didnt fall asleep during jap man!!!bigbig accomplishment xDxD hm ok this then reminds me i got jap elearn and worksheets o.O

tuesday i was like thinking WHY THE HELL does the week is so slow. haha remember when its the last day of december holidays i was like wtf sian why is school starting-.-haha i hadnt like school since sec1 o.O hate that never ending pile of homework T.T

wednesday. GAHHHHHH today art is really frustrating man....i screwed my art piece clay thing
and nobody really cares BUT I AM GOING TO REDO. tsk. still feel so dumb...i want to and need to and shall and will redo!!!!!!xDxD anyway the teacher showed us casting with the plaster of paris and i think that was really cool xDxD

yesterday~~ yay badminton was damn fun but i sweated so much that my sweat got into my eyes xD and haha there was height and weight and I GREWWWWW...by 1cm xDxD so now im like 155 already yayyy xDxD as for weight...haha a secret on a public blog xD and i dun have a private one. so MUAHAHA you are never going to know anything from here xDxD

I LOVE BADMINTONNNNNN<3<3

oh and there is like bio quiz or sth and i screwed the mitochondria funstion crap thing tsktsk o.O

and training...oh i forgot what happened.
i just knew i was mugging math when i was sleepy like hell xD and i went to sleep after i used up my last tweeny bit of active brain cells xD and yessss i mugged. can you believe it? I MUGGED FOR A QUIZ!!! haha coz i duno wads quad functions about until i mugged xD

ps i damn brain dead now haha xD coz im like sleepyyy.

today!!TLTIF!!!!thanks lao tian its friday xDxD haha and today i was enthuu for lessons!!i didnt sleep okayyy and for once i thought math was funnnnnn xDxD and LA teacher not here again and yay xD anyway i finished/completed my math quiz within time limit FINALLY xDxD hope can get like 8 or something xDxD then will be lik YAYYY my life is half completed xD ok not so exaggerating la xD

and gahhhhhh think im having flu or something le T.T
but never mind not like i care xD

bye i want to sleep xD

gahhhhhhhhhhh

2010-02-01T22:16:00.002+08:00

Lunch:
one plate of chicken rice (quite nice but quite oily, ideal for people who wants to get fat)xD
one chawanmushi
MILO!!!

Third lang break:
one sausage
one curry puff

total spent= $4.70

ALLL ON FOOOOOOOOOOD GRAHHHHH!!!!!!
im going broke/fattttttt T.T

for breakfast ate like one piece of cake + 3 small paus + 1 cup coffee. dinner-ed at 820. after dinner ate X rolls of love letters. SEEEEE HOW FAT IS THAT. DAMN.

tmr i shall spent >$2.60 on food.
hey bitch you better keep your promise ah!!!!
OK I SHALL.

LOL i sound so mental problematic-.-
fine.

byebye next time post again.
today is just to control my food intake xDxD

random

2010-01-31T23:04:00.001+08:00

GAHHHH is a nice word to look at and say xD
oh and type xD

and why do i have so many dead links haha-.-

and im seriously gonna get fat. taill now i still feel my dinner in my stomach GAHHHH o.O

31/1/2010

2010-01-31T18:50:00.002+08:00

ROARRRRR!!!!think i wil get really fat or something. coz yesterday morning i drank coffee + one pack of biscuits and had kway chap for lunch and ate a waffle ice cream of chocolate chips flavour and after that half a plate of fried carrot cake + some soya bean milk + half a bread with cream and peach slices at like 10 at night!!!!!

somemore today morning ate the other half of the bread + coffee and had kway chap for lunch again except that its from different stalls and i just ate a pack of biscuits + corn flakes + FULL CREAM MILK + a bread with chocolate and custard and im going to have dinner later!!!!

GAHHHHH FATTTTTT!!!!!! bet im going to break the weighing scale on tuesday or maybe get shocked by freaking heavy weight roarrrrrrr!!!!!!!!T.T ok fine shouldn't eat that much next week le xD

haha friday decided to be finally guaiii and went to jap elearn. and guess what!! all the powerpoints and quizzes are not working so woohooo yayyyy. maybe just tell teacher cannot access or something or maybe i later go try using different comps ba xDxD

and then yesterday went out shopping coz mom forced me to o.O she say want to but new year clothes. and i bought a shirt and a dress. ok not shirt its those freaking flabby blouse. like got extra flappy cloth to hide all the fatty impact of CNY xDxD then the dress...is just a dress lor xD

went to the this fashion near ang moh kio hub then the clothes there looks quite obiangggg. some la. some looks too mature like for those 20+ yrs people. and wtf the shirt a bit lol the sleeve there is like one hole big one hole small-.- imbalanced tsktsk. and bought nothing there coz cant find something suitable although that shop is freaking big for a this fashion shop o.O

then went in to AMK hub and ya quite a lot of people then went to that shop call bus stop and my mom thought that they quite scam coz she say the cloth quality not really good but its like freaking ex for that kind of quality. and lol bought a skirt. something that looks like japanese sec school students skirt but i think i will only wear it once in a blue moon when my mom wants me to??o.O

then went to this shop where i bought the flabby blouse and dress thing. that shop is like everything free size i think o.O then sis bought a long long dress not like dress thing xD and i think spent like over 100??like got membership lol xDxD and then went to buy the breaddddd!!xDxD its the crystal jade bread shop thing. the bread is like freaking ex but after 830 got 20% discount so its like more cheap then can buy xDxD

then after shopping ate that carrot cake!! yumyumyumyum i LOVE carrot cakes. white or black ones also like muahaha xDxD but normally carrot cake is kinda oilyy and eat too much will get sian so i dun really eat very often xDxD and eat too fatty stuffs then ll get that zui e gan~~~T.T

after that went home and did some art homework xD then slept at 0040? i think xD and i slept 10 hours haha xD

today ate kway chap again!!omg damn rock~~xD although yong tau foo will always be the bestesttt xDxD thencome back do homework blablabla.

and i duno how to do bio/physics so im not going to care so now i only left one homework which is to study for bio quiz which will be on next thursday or something?? i not sure man o.O

fine im like kinda sleepy i shll go enjoy my nan de de free time now so

BYEBYE xDxD
end of posting xD

hmm

2010-01-29T23:14:00.001+08:00

whyyyyyyyy~~

29/1/2010

2010-01-29T22:24:00.002+08:00

haha think my communication skills quite suckyyyy leh...people normally cant understand what im talking about/they always wu hui one. so nvr mind i shall shut up *zippppssss*=)

oooooo...just got the advertisement about the gong fu guan lan show lol. and the doufu doufu song xDxD and lol jay chou is in bangssss o.O ok random so never mindddddd.

hm today kinda sian...pccg is like discussing about cny decoration and wtf the hamper wrapping competition is like ending at 5 on a tuesday!!!!!! bet i will be roasted on the spot T.T and im kind of like sabo-ed coz my class no one want to go o.O like gt three people but last slot no one so im chucked into it somehow xDxD but omg cant imagine how horrible-ly will i die on that day T.T

then bio lesson was kinda wasted coz we went to the ic registration thing. ok on the second thought i think my ic photo didnt suck that much anymore la...just that i seriously need braces man...my teeth very crooked...like bugs bunny o.O haha i didnt use the school take one duhhhhh. like mine is so freaking uglyyyyy looks like some auntie xD then i went retake outside but well...the pic was not much better.

then is lang arts xD have to finish up SIA proposal o.O heng managed to finish. then after that is chinese and teacher suddenly bombed us with a surprise ying yong wen o.O then everyone was like HUHHHHH~~~~~ coz he said nothing about that previously. then is like i never bring e-dic. ok actually the spelling error i normally commit is always those p1 jiu know one. then i feel so dumb coz my zuowen -4 marks just because of all that funny mistakes haha xDxD

IH lesson omg got assignment le...i kinda dun really know how to do but nevermind anywayyyys.
arghhh i hate sec3 life...is like cheeminology maths and IH and B divs and all those stuffs-.-

no time~~~~i was like chionging math worksheet from 1325 to 1415 today...i ended up copying my fren de coz seriously my math is hopeless...at least now i think my LA wasnt the worse subject le...ROARRRR why am i always so lan in all the double weightage subjects???!!!!!!!o.O

then got training. then now sleepy o.O

hm today i kinda ate a lot and still feel so hungryyyy i must be crazy haha xDxD
and today is kinda of a bad day coz im like slep deprived omg. whole day blurblur want to sleep i cant think properly!!!T.T i neeeeed sleeep xDxD like now my eyes really closing like got magnet one o.O

haha and i kinda realise why i feel uncomfortable/dun feel like talking to certain people already haha. coz they like forcing me to do things i dun want to. hm not like i will do la im freaking guai lan kinddd and really badddd xDxD but i just dun like people whole day force me do stuffs i dun want to do. i just get a feeling that they just dont understand and hence cant be bothered anymore to have anything to do with them xD so i dun want to talk to them also xD

MIAN QIANG SHI MEI YOU XING FU DE SIAAAAA~~~~xDxD

and yea i hate fake and szhupid people.
omg im kinda amused by my recent word creation called szhupid xDxD

ok fine think i go sleep le ba *yawnnnnnnnn*xDxD

28/1/2010

2010-01-28T23:20:00.002+08:00

ROARRRRR!!!!! this week so much homework T.T haha im supposed to finish a maths worksheet and then im posting now...i very sleepy le maybe tmr go class then do that worksheet o.O anyway tmr need hand in so is like no choice o.O

hm monday was quite sian coz im like sleepyyyy again...ok FINE im sort of like sleepy everyday xDxD and then gt third langgg. then got some freaking bitches on bus. actually not they that bitch la is just IM NOT IN THE MOOD TO NOT BE PISSED hahaha xD

actually i think im a bit xiaoqi but i dun care coz IM A BITCH muahaha xDxD is like hor people sit on bus to 3rd lang place. then beside me no one. like the last 2nd seat on the bus and got another one at the back. and wtf that two sec one come ask me move behind coz they want sit together and im like PISSED. duno why but i just suddenly feel very pissed-.- like where got people like that la please...last year i go with frens oso bo bian have to split up when no seat right-.- nd never say thank you somemore (not like i really care even if they say or whatsoever but yea)-.-

tuesday. duno wads wrong with the freaking weather damn hot siaaaaaa-.- ya and got training. and homeworkkkkk. basically just siannnnnnn xD

wednesday OMGOMGOMGOMG ARTTTTTT xDxDxD lol have to start planning our pottery pieces le...then im like stuckkkk. but mrs tan gave me more ideas xDxD lol but she's pro co she goes around giving stuck people (like me)ideas haha xD i think clay is fun but makes me look like some zi bi kid living in my own world and nothing else coz basically just play with the clay for whole lesson dun even talk one o.O

todayyy! lol today is kinda yayyy. finally the week is like ending tomorrow xDxD yay. and i slacked and decided to finish my math tomorrow o.O though i think i confirm duno how to do de o.O hm then got training again lor xD

anyway. i shall say that im bitchyyyy xDxD coz just now i saw this "heated argument" on facebook (maybe u will see it also) and then got this fucking bitch i damn bushuang. she talk cock one xDxD or so called errr...erm...BULLSHIT yessss xDxD mannn trying to act zai like that. ownself talk cock still say people talk crap. cheh...cheapozzzz. lousy la tsktsk *evilllll*xDxD

haha omggggg im so vulgar...o.O but never mindddd this shows that i am not guaiiii at all...people who dont really know me will think that i very guaiii and bookworm mugger kind. lol...i today still slept in math class mann o.O ps la i really not enough sleep today T.T

ok think i shall go sleep le i kinda really brain not functioning already so im not doing math T.T
ok bye.

gd night people.
think i still gt something to say but oh i forgot le so nevermind xD

tsk

2010-01-24T00:15:00.002+08:00

ok i realised the bday part colour is damn gross...shall change next time xD
damn sleepy now ok so bye xD

FINALLY

2010-01-24T00:15:00.001+08:00

I CHANGED MY BLOGSKIN!!!!!!!!!!!xDxDxDxD

23/1/2010

2010-01-23T19:27:00.002+08:00

ok i dont care today i shall at least chunk out some posts that is not those short short ones haha xD maybe those can complain a lot one haha xD lol ok this week start to have all those assignments le so sian-.-

monday gt jap lessons blabla again~~haha maybe im like dumb or sth normally learn le then by weekend jiu forget and ll look at the elearn thing and O.O omg wads that thing ah that kind of thing xDxD and my memory really failing somehow tsktsk must be too dumb already.

tuesday gt math lesson and went to comp lab and i think i left my eraser there T.T but never mind i kinda have 3 more at home xDxD see im like omg getting dumber again xD blablabla and I SHALL STOP SLEEPING IN CLASS ROARRRRRRR!!!!!!!

im like sitting right in front of the teachers table and yet sometimes still sleep in class o.O haha uncontrollable ok~~xDxD

wednesday gt math quiz and apparently i failed it again!!as in the 60% mark thing. gt like 4/7 1 mark omgggggg!!!!!!!!T.T i kinda like suddenly forgot the exact way of doing completing the square and then I REMEMBERED but time is up-.- fineeeeeeeee.

then got art!!pottery omg haha xD i kinda made a coil pot but is quite freaking ugly coz must finish in like one and a half hour o.O clayyy is funnnnnnnnn xDxD

thursday~~got some obs health check thing after school and it freaking cost $15 dollars and you know what happened?????that guy just ask like got asthma or not blablabla then got injuries blablabla not even 10 questions-.- and the weighing machine like got problem coz im like about 500g lighter o.O ok but nevermindddddd.

then after that went for math remedial. not really say remedial. just show the teacher that got do the remedial ws she gave then go do one more question on the spot then can go already xDxD

and haha during physics lesson i suddenly realised mr shone says okay so frequently...he will be like "ok now look at pg 10 okay...lets see okay...now......*blablablablabla*ok" then i was like hahaha. hope no one saw me laughing ar sth coz its like freaking retardedddddd xDxD

friday. hoorayyyyy no homework spamm at least haha xDxD and lol i think i neeed sleep earlyyyyy xDxD and whoozzzzz i pt-ed xD ok fine this makes no sense.

today i spent most of my time slacking-.-
so now i shall not slack and i shall do jap elearn before mom scold me again coz she say tmr want go shop so i must finish my homework by today xDxD

17/1/2010

2010-01-17T22:09:00.002+08:00

ok i need chiong homework so cannot say too much.
ps wont blog today so byebye xDxD

short~~

2010-01-12T22:29:00.002+08:00

haha ok this shall be a short but not sweet post xD
i dun want to attract ants late at night xD
ok im lame.
but never mind.
that is not the point. anyway in short:

1) change new blogskin background to green coz simply i love green and i want a change in background colours in the new one xD

2) i think i can train by this friday/next tuesday??

3) badminton for pe tomorrow omgggg i miss playing badminton xD

4) had freaking backbone review (which i skipped CME for) and its still positive xD

5) so far i think sec3 work is manageable taking into account that it is sec THREE.

6) many of my classmates keep asking me "why are you so quiet" haha thats like the most FAQ everytime. so maybe i shall talkkkk more xD oh at least i dun look daoishhh right i hope xD

7) some days ago my classmate walked past my table and said "talk more" o.O so i should.

8) i think im stoney/ have slow reaction xD

9) i have been using the word "freaking" so recently nowadays xD

10) i want this busybusy sec 3 year to pass quickly...

hm i sort of like considering dropping art but tsktsk havent come to a decision yet coz i like art/art is fun whatever blabla xD but need a lot time/i have not a lot of time/i am a freaking slow person xD so maybe im not gonna quit until the school force me to xD

oyea...i just received the letter about the IC making thing. and i dun care im going to take the photo outside im not and NEVER gonna use the photo they made us took in school coz i bet i look horrible in it-.- and lol its a bit weird wearing school uniform for a IC photo right?o.O yayyyy im gonna get a ic soon xD BLUE ONE xD

then december holidays can go work or sth???i hope...xD then gt incomeeeee xDxD

omgg tmr height and weight i think...hope i grew taller xD 1cm ye shuang~~xD at least gt grow xD haha and badmintonnnnnnnnn<3 maybe some day like hols or sth can drag a few people go play with me haha xD

oyea today i went on bus...and i kinda really take the same bus everyday o.O with the same driver xD ok so today i was sitting beside a hc guy then he was like freaking restless. like move...then move his bag...then somewhere halfway he started humming-.- and the aircon was apparently blasting towards him so much so that half side of me feel cold WITH HOODIE ON. so i bet hes like freezing HAHAHA. and tsktsk im like sadisttt coz i was like half sleeping xD

and funny the whole bus like 40% ny and hc people. then after ny bus stop the bus is like freaking empty-.-

oh and from today experience: running with only one hand "swing-able" (ps for freaking lan vocab) is seriously damn frustrating and cannot run fast one xD

ANYWAY im gonna get fail or sth for that crappy zuowen coz i just totally crap in it to make it 3 pages for the sake of passing-.-

and hehs. jap lesson is now un-sleepable because sensei is so freaking dramatic/funny so hope i can improve jap haha xD and omggg FISHBALLS :D

ok im random.
IM SLEEPY.

so bye xD

dumb

2010-01-10T19:05:00.002+08:00

i
was
searching
for
my
math
notebook...
and
then
i
just
realised
i
LEFT-IT-IN-CLASS.

how dumb tsktsk.
ANYWAYYYY JIU MING AHHHHHHHH!!!!!!

im suffering from homework-tsunami 23985734752349634763m waves!!!!!!
tsk diediedieeeeeeeeee.
die hardddd harddddd!!!!xD

homeworks are crappy~~xDxD
i hate homeworks xDxD
oh.
and quizzes o.O

10/1/10

2010-01-10T15:54:00.002+08:00

haha today's date is like LOL coz it 10.01.10 xD
anyway sec 3 life sucks shit luh T.T i want sec 2 life back haha xD coz its like what the hell first week then freaking much of homework die die dieeeeeeeeee~~~o.O
now i have:

1) bio AS 1.1
2) chem pract ws (a few qns)
3) maths ws on circles
4) a freaking zuowen
5) jap worksheets
6) math quiz tmr
7) jap quiz tmr
8) art thingyy

so i duno how the hell im supposed to finished that today luh T.T
anyway school starts and apparently i only know like 3 people in my class at first and now i know a few more!!xDxD and somehow im the AV rep o.O hope i dun screw up all the projector/visualizer/class comp/teachers notebook stuff haha xD and the freaking projector is irritating keep offing one -.- then have to use broom poke...so retarded haha xDxD

and first week was crappy. started lesson on second day and tsktsk IH/math is freaking confusing o.O or maybe im just dumb at them-.-

anyway my teachers are like speak quite fast kind...so i have to really boost my brain processing speed somehow -.- err some dun really speak fast like chem and bio one yep. and hell im now going to hate thursday coz there is like IH + Math + Lang Arts in a row T.T bet im going to fall asleep in class.

and math is crappy difficult. i freaking cant understand what properties apply what blablablabla -.- and i gt a quiz tmr...how leh? die lor xD break my lowest record which is 2/10 last year o.O 20% is F9 HAHA failzzzz xDxD my math teacher is called mdm leon and she was like emphasising her name is pronounced as leong but just without the g o.O

chinese kinda sian coz cai lao shi spent 3 lessons talking about xie zuo thing -.-"
physics was somehow ok now coz haven start on cheem stuffs xD and my teacher is mr mark shone o.O and one lesson he bought a big jumbo mug to class and there is like coffee/tea inside o.O but that is like quite normal coz he like only bring for one lesson and mr mackintosh really bring one cup for every IH lesson LOL o.O but the point is he never drink one-.-

and jap is quite okayyyy i didnt sleeepp OMGOMGOMG such a freaking miracle xDxD
i opted for pottery module in art hope get in xD and hope school wont keep forcing people to quit either art or 3rd lang coz if not i have to quit art-.-

ok crap my left hand i freaking suan now coz its like very inactive-.-
and sian i can only slp one position then have to stickkkk to the wall so i wont turn over-.-
and apparently yesterday night i didnt stick to the wall so today wake up was owwwwwwwww-.-

ytd went polyclinic see doctor then he so culuuuuuuu T.T hes like "wheres the pain" then i *point* and say "here" so he *PRESSS PRESS PRESS PRESSSSSSSSSS* then was like @$%$^&^*& but i just stone there. then hes like asking the same qns again then i answer the same again then he *PRESSS PRESSSSS PRESSS PRESSSSSSSSSS* again. so i began thinking if i am supposed to scream in pain/say pain or sth. but in the end i just stoned there. walao eh damn pain can press so hard T.T

and anyway the cream/gel thing which is supposedly some muscle relaxant thing smells weirdddddddddd o.O then gt panadol oso but i never eat-.- i cant freaking swallow pills...or maybe just i dun like o.O anyway it looks like the medic box panadol haha xDxD

ok think my new blogskin not so fast finish thanks to homework spamming o.O
and bye i have to chiong hw.

kay byebye xDxD

heehee

2010-01-03T22:33:00.003+08:00

lol new blogskin on the go...
its like a picture from skin A
a thumbnail-ish picture from skin B
the structure from skin C
and the thought of changing background colour by skin D

whoaaaa so multi racial o.O
but the colour not very different from this current one
but got choice to choose!! i can change anytime...

its like...
1)lighter orange then what im currently using (and im using for new skin now) [#FFFF99]
2)light light green (#CCFF99)
3)light light pink (#FFCCFF)

so can gimme ur yi jian if you want haha xD
hm but dont think the new one will be finished so fast
now like 30% finished editing only...

so psps might blog a little lesser for this period of time o.O

ok thats all xD

o.O

2010-01-02T23:46:00.002+08:00

lol happytree friends are erm...scaryy???pervertic??
anyway the creators are bian taiiiiiiiiiii~~~~~~~~~~ o.O

lol anyway im like reading a book now but havent finish xD

ROARRRR next year i ll be like busyyyyyyyy.
coz

monday is third lang.
tuesday is training.
wednesday is art.
thursday is training.
friday is training.

T.T no free dayyssss...means i ll kinda suffer if there are a lot of homework/projects o.O
lol dun tell me about the only can take on interest subject thing.
i not going to freaking care xD
coz art and jap are both fun so yea xDxD
i dun mindddddddd =P

ok i think i shall really make a long long post next time...now late le mom was nagging like : "YAO SHI ER DIAN LIAO HOR"

so haha i shall off comp le xD

1/1/2010

2010-01-01T21:54:00.003+08:00

heehee new yearrrr le o.O
and i kinda spent most of my time sleeping this few days...all thanks to camppp xDxD
lol i kinda lost 1kg coz apparently didnt have appetite for 3 days -.-
coz my stomach "zhang feng" T.T thanks to green rice aka nasi lemak T.T

lol okayy yayyy camp is like overrrrr and its not as horrible as the commonly nightmare as everyone thinks haha xDxD and the sensei do cool stuffs which i dun even expect myself do do haha xDxD

hee and the lunch food quite veggies pathetic -.- is really pathetic is like 3 meat 1 tofu 1 veggy?? LOL i neeeeeeedddd muchh moreeeeeee o.O and somemore the meat not very nice except like 1?? haha and the nugget duh xD

and pt wasnt that badd but duno why its just tiring xDxD haha blame myselfff for sleeping too late o.O

and i dun even know how i survived wednesday coz i really dying already like cant even get out of bedddd o.O then like no energy battery flat already o.O was like dozinggg off o.O and somehow somewhyyyy i duno how i survived training but it was like yayy xDxD

haha and im finally fourteeeeeeeeeeeen xDxD thanks for all the presents and stuffs xDxD

but blehh i spent my bday afternoon SLEEPINGGG tskkk. i for yesterday also...

today i wanted to sleep but mom srt of called me up so i decided not to take nap o.O and OMGOMGOMGOMGOMG I DID MY HOMEWORK!!!!!!!
is that some miraclee or something HAHAHAHA xDxD

fine i feel sian...
i wanna change blogskin somedayyyyyy
alr found one
but maybe want go find more xDxD

lol blehhhhhhh must finishhh homeworkkk roarrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr~~~

fine i forgot what i want say so byeeee xDxD

OYAA HAPPYYYY 2010~~xDxD

27/12/2009

2009-12-27T23:01:00.003+08:00

hee posting again~~

hm friday chrstimas...but no christmas mood leh...o.O its as if like nothing happened o.O and i sort of stayed at home whole day o.O yea true...did nth and not even my math homework!!ROARRRRR o.O

yesterday was boreddddd as well...spent my whole day watching tv o.O and somemore watch till like 2+ o.O haha but i slept till like 1030 or something today o.O

TODAYYYYYY~~ i comped and watche tv also... tsk tsk beginning to feel that i am getting more and more zhaiii~~o.O and i havent do my homeworkkkkkkkkkkkkk-.- tsk stupid math crap thing wtfwtfwtf so cheem hmph o.O i rather do the a lot of problem sums homework like last year o.O better than read some stuffs from textbook and make mindmap T.T

hm tomorrow is camp...dun think i willl be doing homework also o.O maybe come back already die le haha xD and first thing is pt...pt~~~~~~~ i hate running o.O and so long never run le...plus this two weeks i so lazy did nothing to train blablabla and even ate a lot of stuffs...o.O

i finished like a whole carton of partly skimmed milk like in 2 times??o.O haha will become fatttt o.O fatttttttterrrr~~o.O

hm heard that there is like some voluntary night training bla on tuesday or something i not sure...and just heard from senior that if got night training got some batch singing blabla thing o.O which is quite sucky?? duno leh...anyway only up till the sec3 batch experienced that o.O

hee think i shall just die off for homework le-.-

and 1 more weeeeeeek to school reopennnn T.T
waaaaaaa siannnnnnnnn so fasttttt o.O tsk school so siann...but just look froward to art lesson haha xDxD can slackk xD think its like on wednesday or something? hope dun clash with thrid lang o.O

and haha third lang is on monday as usual muahaha xD okayy i shall like prepare to fail jap next year...now i already sort of forget 99% of sec 2 syllabus already o.O so long didnt go revise or anything o.O

haha ok i think this post is quite sian...coz this few days really sian ma o.O

ok think i go sleep le...tomorrow got camp o.O

byebye xDxD

psps this post is like too lame/boring so sorreeeeeee~~~~~xDxD

24/12/2009

2009-12-24T20:08:00.002+08:00

haha just now i tried typing like L did on his laptop and obviously i failssssss!!xD

1) fingerrrr tip very painnn T.T
2) my aiming skills suckzzz keep pressing in the middle of 2 buttons-.-
3) L i a genius pro to be able to do that the whole of his life!!xD

lol i very lame hor...i also think so xD

hee feel like changing blogskin but as usual...IM LAZYY o.O havent do that math concept map homework...ROARRR why cant the textbook freaking make the chapter seem more lively T.T i kan le jiu xiang shui jiao o.O

lol yay yesterday went out with yuyen/yiwen haha. badd that lm didnt go o.O and lol went orchard. and haha realised that the orchard in the morning is not crowded at all...wait till noon and then you ll see that freaking evil crowd o.O

and ion is like boringggg. all ming pai huo...its like 40++ dollars for a bracelet that seems pretty normalllll??-.- and really nothing much. duno whats so great about that place apart from the toilet that looks very gao ji haha xDxD

wanted to watch some movie but they didnt have nice ones...and certainly im not at all interested in avatar xD weeeee want to catch that tingshuo movie next year if possible...sign lang haha xD and heard that there is no subs to the sign lang part o.O means dumbb people like me probably will waste their $$ watching it xDxD

haha ok then we went timezone to playy arcade...spent like $2.50 coz didnt want to waste too much xD oyea...when you go play that dancing thing in the arcade...never pick beginner coz its just a waste of money xD and played that table thing with the metal disc...duno whats that call but thats damn funnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!xDxD and quite cheap...like $2 only for like 10 goals. better than other games la xD

then after that went shopping around~~ was kinda bored coz orchard stuffs damn ex la and anyway i didnt plan to buy any of the stuffs xDxD

hm then went lunch. was scammeddddd!!! stupid ytf stall at wisma...4.90 WTF. and not very nice...my house there de hawker centre serves a better ytf than them!!! hmph...feeell so cheateddd ROARRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!o.O hee then after that just walked around and went home...an surprisingly quite tired xDxD but still slept at 12 +

and TODAY. woke at 550 to renew passports. disadvantages of holding m'sian passport. the high commissioner place only serves about 130 per day so have to go there damn early...and was raining somemore...my nice nice sleep gone~~T.T and mom nagging all the way -.- sian sian siannnnnnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!!!o.O

and coz was raining that place was freaking cold and i didnt bring hoodie coz dad says its not. lol its like u feel like being cooped up in a gigantic fridge in there T.T worst than the rainy day JE lib o.O and the photoooooo damn uglyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy~~~~~~~~~~~~~~boohooohooo T.T T.T T.T reallyyyyy damn uglyyyy and mom was laughing at my photo...badbadddd o.O

and then finally at around 10 can go off coz only can collect at 230. and YAYYY BREAKFASTTT TIMEEE!!!xDxDxD damn hungryy la xD after eating went home to sleep xD and when going to collect...i decided to bring my hoodie BUT THEN THAT PLACE IS NOT FREEZING/COLD ANYMORE!o.O feel so cheatedd tsk-.- but nevermind...the hoodie is still as comfyy to hug<3<3

and got my renewed passport...so ugly. tsk nevermind my ezlink picture is ugly as well-.-

haizzzzzz sooooooooo siannnnnnnnnnnnn.
ok nth else to rant about.
oh...yayz/shitz camp coming~~xD haha and realised its the sec1 juniors' first campp. and maybe they are overthinking about campp coz its not that scaryyyy~~xDxD although it sounds scary o.O

yayz coz camp is like greattt opportunity to improve stamina/whatever stuffs xDxD and makes me feel so qinlao~~haha maybe thats coz im lazy whole day long...like bian using comp and bian eating at like 10 plus at night??o.O
shitz coz i cant sleep till late late and i hate runningggg grrrrrrr-.-

but seriously camp not that bad haha xD last year one was worse lor...dun have wad rules briefing bla thing one -.- and last year one more pt i think...or maybe im retarding again. OK WHATEVER. i dont care.

byebye xDxD

21/12/2009

2009-12-21T19:26:00.002+08:00

haha todays date is 2112...whether u read it whichever way xDxD
and yay mafia wars finally back to normal but im not very "on" it already.
AND TEMPEH ROCKSSSS. although it might be fatty due to all the beanssss. ok never mind if you duno wads that but muahaha it rocksssss xDxD

lol x days since i last post and the value of x is which i cant be bothered to find out at this point of time xD

anyway last week training wasnt that badddd muahaha xDxD coz no pt lol as in those running around one yay xD i hate running. and apparently running is bad for your knee joints or whatever-.- and i almost spend my days reading books...with 2 futile attempts to complete my math homework boohooohooohooo T.T thanks to the cheeminology of the math textbook tsk o.O

haha and dojo cleanup was surprisingly more efficient than last year coz apparently we didnt clean the storeroom and maybe have more people?? i duno. but we took a lesser time!! like only 5 hours ++ yay. then get to go home on time xDxD

and last-last weekend damn boring...went out whole day. haha i think i sound contradictory. went out whole day but boring...hmm xD but reallyyyyy lor. coz i H-A-T-E shopping xD yeah when you dont have extra moneyy to "invest" in your "interests" so theres no point just walking around the mall xDxD

but last saturday went library again coz apparently i realised that most of the 6 books i borrowed have totally lame stories (or maybe its just because i cant stand the cheem language/boring storyline xDxD) so i decided to change books muahaha. and can get more receipts to have fun on LOL xDxD

and JE lib is still so bad. where the hell did all the non local cheena books go~~tsktsk o.O and lol saturday they got this what gather 200 different voices about...what is life. life is an english word and maybe the newspaper if im not wrong haha xDxD

lol then after lib went popular to look for parents and haha i started to browse for books again. then was reading the horoscope+ bloodtype personality or whatever thing and haha realised its quite zhunnnnn xDxD for example the part they say love at first sight will never happen on me. and yep i dun believe in that xDxD

but then the very bu zhun thing is they say im good at socialising. HAHAHAHA. yeah, right-.- so right. very right. as if xDxD then i saw another book then i found something very funny on the AB blood + capricorn thing LOL. they say this type of people 假期时就会进入自闭阶段 and wont feel like going out to squeeze in shopping malls and THEY SPEND THEIR HOLIDAYS READING STORYBOOKS. omg hahahahahaha. so funnyyyy but true xDxD

i spent most of my holidays being a zhai nv and reading books-.-

just finish a book call dreamslip. hm not very nice/exciting. quite sian but i managed to finish it in one day time xDxD then now reading one called daughter of war. and obviouslyy its about war xD and quite saddd coz its like some massacre thing like racial wipeout or something...then people either die or get separated o.O something similar to last time i read that book call what the kite runner...the taliban one and have one ten year old kid commit suicide but never die o.O

lol went for dinner and now i forgot what i wanted to say T.T

hm yesterday went m'sia and somehow i spent most of my day sitting on the same spot and watching tv o.O then after dinner i ate one piece of cake...with a lot of cream. feel guiltyyy lol xD but never mind i <3 cream xDxD infact i <3 all the stuffs that makes people fatty like full creammmmm milk xDxD then came back home and read book again o.O

haha ok now there is like tv + games yay xD
and guess i have to finishhh my homework somehow too o.O
hee ok nth else to say le xD

byebye xDxD

lol

2009-12-14T23:33:00.001+08:00

lol yay think i post next time...
and i have things to complain about again tsktsk.
rant rant rant rant~~~

ROARRRRRRRRRR xDxDxDxDxD

???????

2009-12-11T20:59:00.000+08:00

WHAT THE HELL IS WITH MAFIA WARS TODAY??!!!!
damn.

7/12/2009

2009-12-07T18:33:00.002+08:00

LOL. just realised something xD my restaurant city character looks hilariously cute haha. with that extremely huge buns at the side-.- the head looks large and the body seem small so it looks funnnnnnyyyyyy xDxD FINE i dun think anyone knows what im talking about o.o

and wtf yesterday i got a missed call. and u know whats the effing number??!!! its 6034563456 WTFWTFWTF. 10 numbers. and just a crazy number. didnt bothered to call back haha. lol normally i dun call back to missed calls UNLESS i know that person or they called more then once haha o.O too lazy.

hee and i wonder how to survive tomorrow pt T.T i wan sleep i want sleep i want sleep!!!!!! haha i continuously slept at 230+ for like 2 to 3 days-.- and slept till 11+ for that fews days too. so. i feel like a night owl. and yawn~~my eyes doing weights now.

but yesterday more can. yesterday night my mom watching tudou again then i was sitting there sleepishly~~ watched the first 5 minutes. then after that start dozing off with carebear covering my face o.O and then eyelid close close close...and suddenly jerk awake coz carebear fell -.- poor bear~~sayang~~xDxD and finally buay ta han i went to sleep at 1130 without waiting for my hair to dry. heck care. sleep more important xDxDxD

anywayy. blablabla shit got half blocked nose T.T damn damn damn damn!!!!!!!!!!!!

haha ok shall go offline soon...was playing runescape lol xDxD

byebye next time then post...i feel lazy~~~~~~~~~~ xDxDxDxDxD

1/12/2009

2009-12-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

hello~~
haha last friday is holiday!!no training xDxD hm what did i do then...think i stayed at home for the whole day except dinner?? think so. quite boring. but one thing im sure of is that I NEVER TOUCHED MY HOMEWORK. fine. today i touched it!! wrote ONE line of compo YAYYYY!!xDxDxD

hm saturday saturday saturday. whatever. as boring as well...hm. cant remember. FINE. so dumb-.-

lol sunday!!haha i can remember!! sis have to work so we went to jp to shop first coz sis work there xD then ate lunch there. walao the yong tau foo auntie so slow leh!!o.O then sis very pekcek waiting there haha xD and she a bit unhygienic lor...never wear glove and she use the same hand to take the food and collect money!!-.- haha heng i not those cleaniness freak or something.

sad to say im quite lazy one haha xD but the ytf is okay la not say the nicest i hae ate but not the worst also. at least the soup is decent muahaha xDxD

then we went shop!!!!!okay i dun really like shopping coz not like ur able to buy everything u like. since cannot buy. see le also no use xDxD anyway mom bought like 3 bottles of nail polish and 1 top coat thing. and i painted my toe nails yellow. imagine those carebear-ish yellow. and somewhat like highlighter yellow xDxD

lol then yesterday very sian just that i finish that word very small de chinese novel. SAD STORY T.T and i did nothing else special.

hm then today got training. then during training sir saw my yellow toenails o.O

sir: *step on my foot*这样难看，哪里有人放yellow的？
me: 有，我lor!
tsktsk then i realised something: 原来我不是人!! HAHAHA xDxD

lol tsk sian sort of want to sleep but dun think i can sleep now o.O i very night owl one o.O
yesterday sleep was like totally crap today morning my panda eyes come out o.O

and WALAO EH just now on runescape see one stupid idiot-.- and damn kpo one wtf.
he asked a lot stupid questions and then...

Him: lolx. your sword, armour, very dumb leh.
Me: Coz im dumb=)
Him: really?
Me: Nah cant be bothered to upgrade. make no difference anyway.
Him: no difference when you fight man but have difference when you fight zombies. When you take armour it will be -0.5, when you don't take armour it will be -4.5.
Me: lol. (but actually i was -.-"ing)

bullshit. im taking an armour dude. and he is the one who is not taking armour. and pls lor my combat level higher then him by 20+ k -.- dumb dumb dumb. must be those primary school guys. still childish one-.-

haha although i very childish also~~weeeeeee soft toys!!!!!! HAHAHA xDxD

oh yeah btw...overly-obvious pacs/pex/packs/whatever you call that sucks. overturned cockroach LOLOLOL HAHAHA!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! ROFLMAOWTIME xDxD okay i dun think u know what im talking about whooooooozxz~

ok byebye i want to find games to self entertain le xD

BYEBYE.

26/11/2009

2009-11-26T20:46:00.002+08:00

hee lol post post post post xD yawnnnn~~ sian brain dead haha xD heng tomorrow no training if not ll blurblur one-.- tsk think i talking crap...coz unless you don't notice, i dun really online/blog whenever there is training the next day xD coz cannot on until late late LOL o.O

heh...wait...did i just last posted on tuesday?? tsk dun care. not bothering to check coz im lazy xD

anywayyyy...yesterday was boringgggg~~~o.O coz i stayed at home the whole day and just slacked around o.O and be a bookworm. my eyes were stuck to the same chinese book with EXTRA SMALL FONT for almost the whole afternoon and night -.- if every book i read was like that, i will probably get lao hua yan by the age of 15 AHAHA bu hao xiao xD

but the book quite nice la. except that they got a lot descriptions. i think china author books does not really focus on storyline but on the vocabs grammar and language blabla thing o.O oh no so boring...lets change topic~~

todayyyyyy!!weights leh haha. oh i think that my muscles look a bit ugly coz its inproportionate to uhhh...zongzhi its not proportionate. and its imbalanced haha. like left arm one lot smaller then right arm one o.O and my sis were wooooooohing over my right arm muscles-.- then i call her do pushups then she always sleep...tsktsk xDxD

and somehow somewhy i got highhhhhh for training o.O maybe today morning ate too much. eh no should be drank too much xD BUT not alcohol hor!! although guiness/tiger beer really taste super suckyy yuckyyy =P haha ok coz this morning i drank 1 cup of plain water, drank + eat 1 bowl of red bean soup and a cup of coffee. yea COFFFEEEEE~~xD hm i think i sound like a coffee addict now o.O but im not k...=)

hee this few days i wanted to transfer my phone photos to comp but im like lazyyy. so keep playing runescape -.- and noooooooo last time could wander around without map now totally like lost sheep xD haha but one good thing is they improved the game already (like obviously they must to "keep" the players o.O) and yay it still auto log out if left running for too long o.O

tried club penguin but so lag...so byebye penguins!! until i get a better comp xD

funny but dumb...yesterday i suddenly thought of playing i games i play during kindergarten...like those knowledge game thing o.O and miniclip! postopia! cartoon network! ferryhalim! hi5games! battleon! the lame pokemon game! neopets HAHAHA! ROARRRRR~~

guess im too bored but still cant be bothered to do my homework...tsktsk so bad uh...xD i tried to read the geometrical properties of circles ( which we are supposed to do a mindmap on) and then i flip the page...flip...flip...flipflip...flipflipflipflip and YAWNNNNNNN. so boring. duno what they talking about luh T.T

haha but heard next year Humanities only 0.5 weightage HAHAHA. yay. but math is 2 T.T

lol now im sort of pretty convinced that the world have a possibility of ending in 2012 xD yep possibility o.O maybe im mad but haha xD according to the newspaper, obviously the zaobao coz i dun read any other, and they are VERY updated ones ( like 2 to 3 days ago or something)...

1) the total energy used by human beings will be only sufficient if provided by one AND A HALF earths. that means we are using up the resources damn fast...say bye to the earth and your life sooooon if this amount continues~~

2) scientist or environmentalist or whoever that says that says that by next year the earth's temp might go up SEVEN degree celsius on average. and previous calculations are too looking on the bright side-ish. that means...ENJOY being roasted. happy bbq~~

3) dead sea is dying seriously. with special thanks to the 3 countries using up 95% of the water of the whatever river ( i forgot the name) which is the main source of water of the dead sea. some parts of the dead sea had already resided from its previous level by ONE KILOMETRES. that means say byebye to the miracle of treating water as your nice comfy cooling bed. no more human floats~~

so conclusion. unless 2013 has arrived and we are still ALIVE, its really funny if u find 2012 funny xDxD

tsk i so naggy right...i also think so leh =) but too bad too sad HAHA you survived my nagging xDxD

yay sort of looking forward to next week. a lot activities. and batch outing whoooz. although i still considering about the ice skating thing. dun really want to skate tsk-.- maybe i shall be the blanket which havent dry yet haha xDxD

tsk okay. i shall run-escape/rune-scape again MUAHAHAHA xDxD

byebye.
and gd night in advance xDxD

24/11/2009

2009-11-24T19:07:00.003+08:00

lol yay finally back to posting after coming back from malacca o.O is it? or is it not? ok it is xDxD haha guess what...im currently loading RUNESCAPE-.- tsk i think the game have changed a lot already by now...and my clothes will be severely outdated haha xDxD

hm maybe im just zi zhao si lu-ing coz i think my comp will lag like shit o.O

ok lets recall. crap. start with malacca.
tmd the first day. apparently there is this damn cramp that follows me for like half day-.- so suay. seeeeeeeeeeeee being a girl have a higher level of pain tolerance and i guess half of the reason is to endure stupid cramps ahaha-.- the tmd thing made me cant hao hao xiang shou my lunchhhh!!!!hmph. and i sort of puked half of my lunch out wtf o.O and slept through half of the dance performance thing at mini malaysia.

ohhhhh and my friends brought the heart shape thing i didnt buy T.T it looks nice haha. and can personalise one o.O haha suan le i bet i wont really wear it often even if i buy it. prolly chuck it somewhere which i will forget it whooooozxxxx!!o.O

oooh haha and i think they should just change the objectives of going malacca into GETTING FAT. coz the food is like WAAAAA~~is like either buffet or restaurant food. and nyonya food for dinner somemore. (and ps a mention. i hate the chendol ahhhhhh!!duno why people say is nice. its like fully taste of gula melaka and nothing else-.-) that means currycurryCURRY!!!and fried stuffs o.O

and the breakfast buffet omg!! i just feast~~until my friends dun allow me to eat coz they want go back hotel. the omelette rocks!! like can choose ingredients then they fry for u on the spot one O.O and i finished like 3 packs of coffee in the hotel room xD

hence i gained like 1.2kg??

haha lol they got a/c in the toilet damn cold when you shower o.O and sleep o.O but got nice nice notepad for people to doodle. ok at least for me o.O

hm but the tours very long at tiring. we can only reach back hotel by 8+ every night...and spent the whole days on tours. which we had seen like 6 or more wells LOL...xD and tombstones. and grave so cool~~xD

but zhi de yi ti one is...malacca got a lot of shrilling chickens!! ya those where you press the stomach then it will shrill. i think its like the best alarm clock ever. dun need battery somemore haha. the sha ji voice o.O but quite ex so never buy o.O its like RM20!!

ok suan le i cant really remember the rest of it.
anyway i got intio class 304 nex year. and apparently now they say have to drop either 3rd lang or art but i shan't care muahaha. wo shi huai hai zi xD

lol something im gald of is that after today training i managed to control my weight again!! haha something to be happy of. coz i think i really fat le. REALLYYYYY!! as in fatter then last time. and getting fat...CONSIDERING THE SITUATION OF ME BEING VERTICALLY CHALLENGED--im already not considered skinny. skinny people are like those look like bamboo stick and will be blown 10km or whatsoever by a stronger gust of wind then usual kind of people o.O

ok fine.....im going off to play runescape.
and haha i decided to give up on fu qi you an kang already. what crap show very boring. maybe i shall go zhui that cheeeeena 430 show HAHAHA xDxD

ok la i go play runescape xD
bye~~~~

song song songgggggggggs

2009-11-24T17:50:00.004+08:00

在我的手心
你落下的眼泪很冰
晶莹的泪滴
轻轻滑过我的一生

春去春又回
我走过的孤独很黑
难忘那一刻
你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命
我信爱情是没有理由
悲欢的注定

在我的掌纹中你在那里
如此的清晰
没有输赢
你是我的命

春去春又回
我走过的孤独很黑
难忘那一刻
你走进生命的瞬间

我不信命
我信爱情是没有理由
悲欢的注定

在我的掌纹中你在那里
如此的清晰
没有输赢
你是我的命

我不信命
我信命中你给的每个
考验和奇迹

在我的掌纹中
安身立命
是否愿意
张开手你回应

我不信命
我不信命
我只信你

最后你转身离去
闪过一丝忧郁
一镜到底像排好的剧情
埋下伏笔未完待续

是我一直太入戏
彻底为你著迷
安安静静有一千种表情
看不清也不想看清

铺天盖地是你完美演技
一句抱歉说的煽情
坏人我做就可以

若即若离是你完美演技
哪里热闹往那里去都随你

我该怎么形容你
善变或任性
爱的即兴没有任何逻辑
甚至不留一点痕迹

是我一直太入戏　
彻底为你着迷
干干净净眼神黑白分明
我怎么都看不清晰

铺天盖地是你完美演技
一句抱歉说的煽情
坏人我做就可以

若即若离你完美演技
哪里热闹往那里去都随你

一生悬命爱着你
陪你演出对手戏
我毫不犹豫　
不管未来在哪里
你的绝情合情理

铺天盖地是你完美演技
一句抱歉说的煽情
坏人我做就可以

若即若离你完美演技
哪里热闹往那里去都随你

haha this two songs are from the 430 show now on weekdays. lol i started to watch coz i realised the songs sang by cao ge in this show quite nice. and ended up this show quite nice also haha xD tsk ignore the previous line. i can just say any show is nice one o.O coz i watch a lot of dramas o.O

oya i think i posting proper post later. think xD

15/11/2009

2009-11-15T23:16:00.003+08:00

lol ok...thought of a lot of things to say but sort of forget...but nvm i bet i will chang pian da lun later again...

oya one thing must mentioned...omg a zaobao a few days ago got a lot pictures of pandas!!xDxD the two coming to singapore in a few years time xDxD so cuuuuuuute~~xDxD lol and they say training the pandas to listen to english. i think getting someone who knows how to speak chinese to take care of them should be easier right...not like singapore zoo keepers duno chinese one...o.O

ok apparently i forgot what i did for monday...and that shows that monday was really boring... tuesday went for training lor...and got aches muahaha. as usual xD then when came back home i went out to eat again...with mom. yay remember i wore my green fbts. ok glad that i still can remember something xDxD

wednesday!!woohooooo went to jap curry cooking session xDxD so fun so funnnnn~~ and cooking curry is really easy. like u can just get someone who cant even fry and egg or something. coz its like really easy o.O just need to get the paste. and muahaha jap curry is yummyyyyyy!! like not overly spicy~xD good for people like me who hate spicy stuffs. erm...it is just a bitttt spicy-er then mac's curry sauce. and not that sweet -.-" which is niceeeeee!!!!!!!!xDxD and can put whatever ingredients you like xDxD just keep onions and carrots and tomatoes and maybe potatoes there xD

thursday. training again~~ while some of our batchmates are at malacca...ok they went on tuesday??ya tuesday xD and im going tomorrow. it is bad and not bad. the only not bad is you get a shuangish hotel. and baddddddddd!!

1) no dear bed

2)no dear bolster

3) no dear pillow

4) no dear full set of soft toys!!

5) no comp T___T

6) no using of phones T___T

7) little time to play

8) nyonya food might be spicy ones~~o.O

ok backk to training. our first holiday pt. quite ok i guess. considered slack as compared to last year...o.O and of coz welcome the aches the next day once again!!xD

friday. have to wake like 5+ then go school at like 6+ coz china president hu jin tao coming o.O an quite kuazhang coz they got this security check thing like the checkpoint type. still got metal detector thing o.O and we have to wait till 9+ before he comes. but yay got nice bread. prima deli lol. but i kind of sian of bread coz like eat bread every morning??o.O then after the whole thing is 10+ and went poolside to eat. ok i typed "it" just now. i feel dumb-.- hee ate the muifan...OMG very niceeeee~~although seriously it doesnt look nice. but its nice. and thats enough xDxD moral of story...dont judge food by its appearance xD

ok training. haha we have this fun/weird exercise for warmup. and i think its cute. as cute as pencil rolling xDxD and training was okayish~~ and i feel so shiok for pt. for the less-then-10th time xD maybe the weather too shiok xD like totally FRESH AIR. in urban singapore. so rare. so nice xDxD but of coz sort of tired/sleepy coz imagine waking up at 5+ when training is at 1pm??

yesterday. went out to guang. nothing special to talk about except i didnt get my curry paste. OYA!! stupid hawker centre. i ask for fried carrot cake without chilli then they give. quite a lot. then i eat until super pekcek -.- I HATE CHILLIIIIII ROARRRRRRRRR!!!!!!!!T__T except for those korean kimchi thing xDxD or tomyam. aiya zongzhi got exception jiu dui le xDxD ok i think im weird. because

1) i have such weird obsessions over certain green colours xD

2) i always prefer white shoes then any other colour except some green ones xD

3) i am anti-chilli. with exceptions but very few xD

4) i love all mushrooms xDxD

5) soft toys/something to hug is necessary for me to sleep.

6) coffee has no effects on me. i still sleep like a pig-.-

7) i still prefer chinese food over so many others.

8) i hate the sweet sauce and chilli for yongtaufoo.

9) i hate the yellow noodles in soup coz the taste will suck after that.

10) i prefer chinese books over english ones.

11) i will get sian after reading standard english blogs with chim-er vocabs.

12) i can stay to like what i like forever. (green colour!!<3)

13) i wont feel excited to go overseas even if it is what european countries. except Antarctica maybe...and arctic.

14) i hate digital art.

15) i prefer veggies.

and many many more. so im weird hahahaha xDxD weirdo~~guaii taiiiiii~~~~xDxD

oyea must say today o.O i saw on newspaper in the morning ( i think is today...if not is yesterday) something like this although not exact:

旅行的快乐，建立在消耗地球资源上。

happy/sad to say. i agree. so not having holidays overseas is great!!!!!xDxD yup anyway holidays are so exxxxx-.- and you have to bring bulky luggages, have yourself stuck in an airplane (getting your ears hurt/feel blocked and food that you don't prefer) for hours and hours -.- yay ok mom sorta nagging~~

ok as for the rest of today...next time then crap. coz mom is nagggggggginggggg -.-

sian ok i go sleep le.

BYEBYE D:

tsktsktsk

2009-11-12T18:05:00.000+08:00

walaooooooooooo.
tmr sucks.
ttm.
booooohooooooo.

8/11/2009

2009-11-08T20:14:00.002+08:00

lol yay me here to post proper post xD haha actually this few last day of school doesnt really feel like last day at all lor -.- like dun have that bu she de mood o.O maybe is me ba haha xD

hm thursday quite boring. they made us watch howl's moving castle. again. watched it for like the 3rd time le o.O and i dun understand why people think howl is shuai please...he looks super niang to me. like very very niang -.- and yy and yw doesnt know who is mu cun tuo zai o.O

have the concerts blabla thing also. and somehow very pekcek and bored in the squeezy hall. tsk wonder why they dun make the hall bigger when they build it. even mom says its super small...xD haha but good thing they are going to install aircon in there xDxD prolly for that vvip or something. coz our school wont be wu yuan wu gu so nice one-.-

oh ya i think is the day of drama fest finals. and he freaking day where i had to take bus back at 10+ and reach home at 11+ and slept at 1+ T.T

then friday. supposedly to be the closing day. but not at all some mood as if sec 2 life is ending. and wth...the picture of me koped from facebook to put in the montage is super unglam and uglyyyyy~~me look so fat la T.T *crycry* haha recently im eating a lot oso so must cut down roar!!!!!!xDxD

hm then they have this farewell activity for miss yap. ok then in midst i duno why i dozed off umpteen times o.O but was quite tired o.O due to sleeping late and waking early -.- and i really slept everywhere i went. on the car in the morning. i slept. at school. i slept. on bus. i slept. went back home. i slept -.- tsktsk. think i almost spent my whole day sleeping o.O

yesterday. went make up and poolside after that. and i finally saw pokka lemon tea at poolside omgomgomg have been looking out for it for very long lol. coz everytime i see is all apple, mango or wadeva tea just no lemon one xD but they sell 20cents more ex then school canteen tsktsk. and shared fries with pearlyn.

lol and settled batch outing. err wad...21st dec? haha havent ask mom yet. and not sure if she would agree coz firstly it is bbq. secondly, it is going to end "late"o.O but if i ask now then she will say ask again when its closer to the date. so might as well ask later -.- coz se will forget and say i never tell her o.O

and napped like 1hr yesterday again. but stayed until like 12+ almost 1 to watch shows on youtube. coz was waiting to be sleepy then can sleep later xDxD and had weird dreams!! like i dreamt that my soft toy had dried and i was hugging it o.O oh coz mom washed some of my soft toys on friday. like 2 of my doggies and my dear carebear ( who looks quite funny in the water)xD but i managed to save my wuuguii!! coz i brought it to school haha.

but still have some others havent wash yet also so sooner or later my wuuguii hae to be washed. and haha to disgust people a bit, the water which my mom soaked the soft toys in were totally blackish...and there were only 4 soft toys including my not so big carebear xDxD

lol ok i think i should really cut down on snacks. today i have been eating and eating and eating. but my lunch is really worth eating. so shuang xDxD coz got soup xDxD oh and i think my mom is really kuazhang. today just in the afternoon, she had dragged me along and went to 3 different fairprice outlets. the bukit timah fp finest, the teck whye one and one in bukit batok i think??o.O and i feel very -.-

lol and i bought ice gems biscuit thing. the small titbits with the icing sugar shaped like whipped cream on top. and i chose the pack with more green colour!!!xDxD haha omg i love the sugar icing xDxD

and bought bread with loads of cream in between also!! thats why i think im going to die of obesity sooner or later if i continue to eat s much forever -.-

ok byebye. i want go watch shows le!!xDxD

byebye.xD

xing fu bu mie

2009-11-07T18:19:00.002+08:00

没原因就是喜欢你
在初次相遇有重逢的心情
深呼吸让心动隐形
完美的爱情是无声的旋律

听我听你不确定的语气
等我等你放下你的犹豫
嘿如果你轻轻闭上眼睛
我会明白你做的决定

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
祝福不用回音

没原因就是喜欢你
就像海眷恋天空般的心情
你前进看着你背影
就足够世界无条件的放晴

你如果已爱上他的姓名
爱如果已没有我的空隙
嘿只要你可以永远开心
我会情愿渐渐被忘记

Cause I Believe
那幸福不灭的定律
在你手心会有谁给你的美丽
静者恒静就让我的心安静地守着你
把祝福送给你

Oh I believe
Cause I believe
那幸福不灭的定律
你的手心不一定要由我握紧
就像恒星总会有发光的原因

Oh I believe
你值得被珍惜
也值得我放弃

4/11/2009

2009-11-04T19:23:00.003+08:00

LOL me got cheng jiu gan xD coz my mafia wars finally got to level 100!! whooots!!xDxD but sadddd i didnt manage to collect all the halloween loots and the candy truck!!T.T haha ok no one knows what im crapping about except people who play mafia wars xDxD

haha this week quite "disastrous" LOL. firstly, dad go overseas so i everyday have to wake earlier to take bus to school myself o.O then every morning i 5+ wake my eyes like got glue like that need force to open one o.O anyway i wake at like 530 -.- not very early la i know. but still early for me o.O

lol monday i ponned the jap festival thing coz got drama rehearsal. they say need stay back. so after that when we stay for a while le then they say "props people can go home dun need stay" o.O then i went home but went library to borrow more books to waste time xD and walk in the rain on the way home coz never bring umbrella o.O

then tuesday. no drama rehearsal yay. but got training o.O in the morning got level outing to sentosa xD but actually strictly speaking it is just the what palawan beach or something and the place is super small but omg the sea water super damn clear so cooooool!!!xDxD then the sand super fine o.O and the shallower waters still can see transparent fish!!xDxD

but wtf there so hot la then now my nose got sunburnt T.T boohoo sadness o.O and i think i got tanner. like by quite a lot o.O tsk then the sun so strong until very sleepy o.O then go training eleen didnt go so have to randomly train with people...but YAY i wore my GREEEEEEN FBT for the first time woohoo!! xD

and yesterday have super violent rugby game again. then got random small small abrasions here and there o.O got one at left thumb there very obvious o.O

TODAY!! quite hell lol o.O coz got interclass competition and i went volleyball coz captains ball quite a lot of people le. then lol the whole game is mostly all about serving~~and to observe some interesting but unglam way of serving LOL xDxD then still went to practise serving and hitting when not our turn o.O

oh btw there is milo truck today xDxD i drank like the three small small cups then super full dun want to eat during break lol o.O and today weather super siao. is like rain~~hot sun~~rain~hot sun~rain~~~hot sun~~~lol -.- today laotian must have serious mood swings tsktsk xD

haha ok back to the volleyball crap. ok think i have just kept saying very pain after every time i served at the last few match -.- so unglam tsktsk o.O but lol not long after the first two matches my right hand begin to swell liao o.O the part between index finger and thumb o.O

but! the point is that how come swell there when i use wrist part to hit -.- and finally until the last match and another swell came...AT THE RIGHT PLACE LOL xDxD lol i sound sadistic tsktsk...but mei guan xi mei guan xi xDxD coz think yy one swell more can then mine o.O coz she serve more times then me xD

haha tsktsk my right hand looks a bit out of shape lol as compared to left one. but actually not a lot of difference la xD hee wonder got bruise onot if got then can see the size of "area" o.O

and today went asian civilisation museum. YES. AGAIN!! lol why cannot like go somewhere else more fun like art museum keep going that same museum. for our class la o.O other class going different de o.O

oh yea damn crappy yesterday night suddenly discover a funny weird bruisy thing on my right shoulder and i gave up on tracking the cause lol dun even how where when why how i got it -.- so fail and chidun tsktsk xDxD plus today got a bit muscle aches here and there -.-

thats why this week is disastrous T.T

and TMR HAVE TO STAY AT SCHOOL TILL 10PM!! T.T T.T T.T

haha ok byebye today i going to sleep early if not tmr sure die de o.O xD

second

2009-11-01T18:23:00.002+08:00

haha ok start new one coz later that one too long o.O

lol and finals is next thursday and is crappy-ly until 10pm o.O haiz.
OHHHH before i forget.
must self-remind...
tor must bring:
1) 3.20
2) passport
3) props

ok say until passport ah...think mine super ugly lol. the photo is p4!!!! and im having a damn retarded smile -.- and the photo print until so ugly!!ARGHHHHHHHHH!!!-.-

and we are going malacca. 16 to 18 november.
bad things:
1) they don't give us much free time to play and slack in hotel!! T.T
2) i cant bring my soft toys + pillow + bolster there T.T
3) cannot use phone coz will blast bills (as mom says they automatically charge $6+ if you use and singtel and maxis, which is the msia phoneline thingy will both charge also acordingly to ur usage)
4) have to report to school at 630 during first day
5) have to wake latest by 6 on second day
6) have to wake latest by 7 on third day
7) can only reach singapore at 7+
8) can only dismiss at 8 T.T
9) have to crap up reflections

so seeeeeeeeeeeee quite bad. they give us a quite nice hotel (haha went to the hotel website to seesee xD) but never give us time to relax!! no point le!!T.T

haha ok i shall stop ranting.

eh hehs i think i should really sleep earlier nowdays. have been sleeping at 12+ for 2 days just to do 30% of a wand prop tsktsk. coz i really man man lai and do one coz not really a lot of work to do is just stuff the thing cover the back part decorate and cover the sides o.O and that took me more than 10hours. must be me influenced by my wuuguii. now become slow slow le xDxD

then after that ok finally two days i slept before midnight and that is thursday and wednesday night?xD but have to wake quite early to go school so still sleepy one.

then friday watched deathnote till 215 LOL. although i have watched that for 2 times or so le o.O and funny think not enough sleep or something my eyes the whitish part looks quite pinkkkkkk xD and the capillaries quite visible haha so kongbu o.O then after that went to sleep saturday 11 still feel like sleeping -.- but no more pink eyes xD

lol today wake up. my loose tooth became looser T.T tsk sad right 13 le still got loose tooth. so sian tsk. when it become looser i shall just pull it out. muahaha. xDxD

ok i think i spent a lot of time on posting o.O

byebyeeeeeee. bu shuo le xD

lol today got secret!!xDxD

1/11/2009

2009-11-01T16:51:00.002+08:00

tsktsk finally im having a proper post after n small small random posts to rant. so long until im sort of forgetting what i have said and what i have not said xD so too bad if there is repetition. coz dumbbb people do dumb things. and i do dumb things!!xDxD

ok er hem.

of coz here to rant erm...lets start from the stupid eoys thing.

ok LA. congrats to myself!! i ruined my b3 grade for semester 1. im now back to b4. hooray. maybe im going to stick to b4 every year for LA. or maybe worse. c5!!c6!!d7!!d8!!F9!! whoohoo xD tsk seriously la my LA no hope de. and i died...very bei can-ly on comprehension. haha 9/25 for comprehension section tsktsk. F9!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!o.O and i totally got a 0 for vocab section AS USUAL xDxD tralalas.

geog. waaa damn miracle was like OMG MY PAPER MEH???!!!! coz scored quite well...in my standards. but of coz a lot people in my class higher than me that is of course xD and i totally screwed the supposedly-easiest map reading crap. coz i really duno how to read. dumb jiu shi dumb. no cure liao xD and this proves that i can never be a geographer xD haha and im like one of the lastestestest in my class ranking tsktsk -.-

history. WTF biggest miracle. A2! was like waa waaa WAAAA o.O yep quite miracle especially that i didnt screw up the essay parts which is i anyhow chuck in info coz i forgot the actual ones -.- but good la i got really study lor!! and history is the paper i most no confidence one...coz i already give up on my LA already xD

math. haha i very you man zu gan. apart from the dumb mistakes i made-.- ROARRRRRR!!! but yay must keep it up. next year math double weightage. if fail then maybe should just say byebye to sec4 liao o.O but actually must thank my calculator. help me find like 3 careless mistakes xD xiexie!!!!!

science. lol got a2 for physics. second lowest in class...12/20 haha but ok la for a math idiot like me already bigbigbig achievement liao xDxD and bio and chem was ok although my MCQ quite screwed haha xDxD but overall still got a1 yay~~~ so maybe MAYBE can go triple science no advanced humanities to make me go crazy xDxD

chinese. omg unbelievable. totally. very. u-n-b-e-l-i-e-v-a-b-l-e o.O was like O.O!!!!!!!!! ok freak man. got xia dao lor!!! didnt expect my score totally. ALTHOUGH i feel really dumb. there was this MCQ i wanted to write option 4 one...BUT FOR WHATEVER DUMB REASON I WROTE OPTION 2. saw it and was like WTF why the hell i wrote 2??-.- you bian ben le T.T

haha so overall hope my results okay xD

triple science + BSP + Art!!!!xDxD haha hope can get xD
although JC im NOT going to go bsp because my english really suck like shit hell xD and i don't like immersions o.O because im weird xD

lol and after exams de activities quite bored lor!!coz they put all the bored one first then the "fun" ones at the back o.O

and qse survey is -.- write story. i anyhow crap one. more like exposition then story o.O lol YAY we got in finals for drama!!wooooohooooooooooosssss~~~~~

and i found out one thing during that day. yuan lai the judo hoodie so nice to wear. except that its a bit too thick then quite hot. but i like hugging the hoodie lol the maomao de feeling like my soft toy!!!!!!!xDxD wuuguiii and carebear<3<3

lol next week got a lot outing...like to sentosa. which i have never been there before but is not excited o.O duno why leh just not excited-.-

ARGHHHH

2009-10-28T22:47:00.002+08:00

ARGHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

must swear swear swearrrrrrrrr not to be so vulgar!!!

today damn diulian lol.
was at bus stop after drama thing then WTF my phone went kisiao again.
like they say got miss call then got this "view now" thing.
then i press ok.
then the screen come out is no missed calls.
wtf!!
lol then i very pissed off.
who ask the stupid phone to re me when im in bad mood today.
NOT PMS HOR =) LOL
then guess what happened.
i suddenly screamed fuck.
the-whole-word.

duno how many people heard it.
but i just realised i said that word after i said it.
which means.
subconsciously i said eff.
OH NOOOOOOOOOO!!!!
so vulgar.

must not be so vulgar~~~~~~

ROARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR

YAYYYYYYYY

2009-10-25T20:53:00.002+08:00

muahahahaha.
yayyyy~~~~

GREEEEEEENN! FBT!!!!xDxDxD

that nice nice lime greeeeeeeeeeeeen~~xDxD

T.T

2009-10-24T19:44:00.003+08:00

omg just finished watching koizora.
its like AWWWWW.
haha quite cliche. like really very.
but its like sweeeeet and saddddddddded T.T
although there are effing scenes.
at school lib somemore -.-

aww
awww
awwww
awwwww
awwwwww
awwwwwww
awwwwwwww~~~~~~~~T.T

and its real~~so sadddeddddd o.O

wtf

2009-10-24T15:40:00.000+08:00

wtf is wrong with my cbox today...
or is it my comp -.-

tmdddddddddd my cbox so lagggggggggg.
stupid comp.
stupid cbox xD

24/10/2009

2009-10-24T15:25:00.002+08:00

ROAR!!!! im here to post post post post post again.
lol i feel like im rotting at home alr!! like whole day at home doing the same things nowadays.
haha very shuang and xiang shou but!!
1) will get fat by eat sleep eat sleep-.-
2) brain will get mouldy!! just like that dead moth in class xD

tsktsk. i think im like lang fei guang yin lol.
yesterday went to at like 7. woke up at like normal school time then go school coz they say acting people need go. then props people bring props. so hmm...wonder when should go. then i dun care just go lor. great thing i brought my wuuguiii along. help me jie men xD

lol but turn out that props people only need to come at 8++ so i think i sat there rotting halfway already coz i finish 1/4 of a book while waiting until finally someone from the props came!!xDxD

hee then have rehearsals again o.O hm i think props people quite sad. they can never see the whole play properly. cannot sit at the audience seats to watch must peek from the curtains T.T lol but hee hope the dramafest can be over soon then dun need keep going rehearsals o.O

marking day is like no marking day xD

woke up then eyes like =.= going close back o.O
ah i 'well-spent' my time on hugging wuuguii and stoning around -.-
haha then after rehearsal ended i went to library xD and borrowed 4 books. and very obvious they are all chinese -.- and one of the books is by jiu ba dao!! whoohoo xD

up to date. i finished watching L change the world online and 6 other books. and all chinese one.
tsktsk thats why my english so fu qian one.

hm then after that reached home like 1045?? then after that read book. then very sleepy so went to sleep at 12+ until like 2+? then ate lunch. LOL think my life really very luan lol. is either watch tv or sleep or reading or comping or eating -.- no life xD

lol and i think my soul is not with me today. coz last night channel u got death note and i stayed to watch!!xD although watched before but still feel like watching coz so nice!!!!!!!!!!!!xDxD

and lol the movie ended at 2am.
so i slept at 2++am. and woke at 10.40am?? then now my soul still piao~~ing xDxD
whoohoo i didnt slep last night i only slept this morning.

hee hee now going watch koizora online. haha think i very laggy. the movie quite long ago one. but lol im now on movie marathon xD

hee ok byebye!!

blablabla

2009-10-24T15:24:00.001+08:00

i hate my keyboard.
i hate that letter o!!
stop falling out u @#^&
hmph!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

T.T

2009-10-22T22:17:00.003+08:00

AWWWWWWWW so saddddd.
just finishing watching L change the world on youtube lol.
the ending so sadd!!

but lol nice movie~~

lol think i this few days a bit sot sot.
is like yesterday when i came back home, i started reading the set of chinese books i got for p5 book prize. and i finished all four by 1130 xDxD

then only went to sleep when i finished.
then today i started reading another book again.
and is halfway through o.O

oh yea im such a weirdo. only start to become a bookworm after eoys LOL o.O xD

ok shall go facebook etc.
xDxD

byebye xD

22/10/2009

2009-10-22T18:10:00.003+08:00

ok lalala just ranted about my comp and am now here to post whatever not here xDxD

zzz.yesterday last day of exam. math paper 1 is very chu ren yi liao lol. especially to me. then first time ever ever ever ever in my whole freaking life that i actually finish the paper like 35 to 40 mins before the ending time lol o.O

is like i was at the second last question with 4 parts each so actually is like 8 questions...then i look at the clock. then da chi yi jing LOL. only like 35 mins past the starting time.

haha then when i do finish still got super lots of time. then since paper 1 can already bring calculator then i used the calculator to like really check every question except the algebra thing that has unknown value o.O

and whoohoo i corrected like 5 careless mistakes xDxD haha imagine how i would die for the paper without the help of the calculator...which i did last year. then i started to check i filled in every blank and blablabla until like only 3 mins left or something i started fiddling with rubber bands o.O

hm hope can at least get a decent grade for paper 1 coz i dun really have any hopes on my paper 2 already haha xD and actually the paper one quite ok one. but quite okay for me and that means that VERY ok or maybe EASY for the pros in my class lol. coz i think everyone finished like very early?? o.O

heehee just hope i wont flunk xD

lol today marking day so sian still have to wake up so early to go to school for the drama fest but can go home by like 9++ but that is quite sian also. when i reached home super sleepy le lol then went to lie on the sofa bed. and i duno if i slept or not. is like that u think that u didnt sleep but in blurblur state kind xD

haha today go school. discuss a while for props stuffs then went around the school trying to find something to do -.- coz props can be settled quite fast.

oh and somehow. somewhy. i still couldnt see a difference between props and set design team and props design team EXCEPT for the addition of details and words. no difference ma. zuo props de ben lai jiu shi zuo set de -.- not meh?xD

hm then very sian plus weather super hot. then finally got something to do xD
and rehearsal was quite screwed and i think that we wasted like quite a lot of time. hmm hope tmr one will not be as screwed o.O

hee ok im supposed to gao ding the worksheets and exam papers and newspapers for the character. lol must kope the english newspaper first before my mom uses them up o.O

hm still thinking how to make a exam paper examish...

ok byebye.
duno wad to say le xDxD

dammit

2009-10-22T18:08:00.001+08:00

tsk WTF damn la...
comp lagging.
hotmail not working.
slow downloading X999.
so baiiichiiiiiiiiiiii!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!!!

xin ge

2009-10-22T17:46:00.001+08:00

shanghai 1943

2009-10-22T17:08:00.002+08:00

LOL retro song!!me like lol xDxD

泛黄的春联还残留在墙上
依稀可见几个字岁岁平安
在我没回去过的老家米缸
爷爷用楷书写一个满

黄金葛爬满了雕花的门窗
夕阳斜斜映在斑驳的砖墙
铺着榉木板的屋内还弥漫
姥姥当年酿的豆瓣酱

我对着黑白照片开始想像
爸和妈当年的模样
说着一口吴侬软语的姑娘缓缓走过外滩

消失的旧时光一九四三
在回忆的路上
时间变好慢
老街坊小弄堂
是属於那年代白墙黑瓦的淡淡的忧伤

消失的旧时光一九四三
回头看的片段
有一些风霜
老唱盘旧皮箱
装满了明信片的铁盒里藏着一片玫瑰花瓣

黄金葛爬满了雕花的门窗
夕阳斜斜映在斑驳的砖墙
铺着榉木板的屋内还弥漫
姥姥当年酿的豆瓣酱

我对着黑白照片开始想像
爸和妈当年的模样
说着一口吴侬软语的姑娘缓缓走过外滩

消失的旧时光一九四三
在回忆的路上
时间变好慢
老街坊小弄堂
是属於那年代白墙黑瓦的淡淡的忧伤

消失的旧时光一九四三
回头看的片段
有一些风霜
老唱盘旧皮箱
装满了明信片的铁盒里藏着一片玫瑰花瓣

hua hai

2009-10-22T16:42:00.002+08:00

静止了所有的花开
遥远了清晰了爱
情侣们爱却更喜欢
那时候我不懂这叫爱

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的世界染上空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

你喜欢站在那窗台
你好久都没再来
彩色的世界染上空白
是你流的泪晕开

不要你离开距离隔不开
思念变成海在窗外进不来
原谅说太快爱成了阻碍
手中的风筝放太快回不来

不要你离开回忆划不开
欠你的宠爱我在等待重来
天空仍灿烂她爱着大海
情歌被打败爱已不存在

20/10/2009

2009-10-20T17:46:00.002+08:00

one year from now...it will be 20/10/2010 haha.

ok feel so random xD
yay tomorrow is the last paper!! math lol. and on facebook, you can clearly observed that no one is in the mugging mood...everyone has started to play fb and not bothered to study. haha bet i will get super lan again...hm math if i get a2 then jiu super happy le~~ wont yao qiu too much.

lol as for LA. hm...as long as it can get me to sec3 then dont care le. coz im like really ba zi bu he with LA lor...tsktsk.

haha just remembered something funny about chinese composition. lol i used qing hua ci's vocab again!!must be obsessed with that song le lol. although this time i wrote one word wrong. tsktsk sadded. hee but think qing hua ci gimme a lot of ling gan for vocabs lol. last year i used a phrase from the song like never used before one and phew never wrong. ok yay now fang wen shan rocks haha o.O tsk ok dun care le.

ok shall stop being so random. yay rant about exams again.

today science. rawr the mcq is @#$%^&*( the answers all damn jie jin one leh!! harder to choose then the chinese xuan ci tian kong!! o.O they ask which statement true then like all true like that. so i tikam tikam choose xD think will a lot of wrong.

and bio section! last question is -.- i didnt know such an info existed in the notes o.O is why alleles are different when they come from the same genes or something like that. then i look at the question...stone...look...think...stone. I totally dun have an idea tsktsk o.O

and chem! so shocked to find that there is only ONE question on balancing equation which DOESNT EVEN NEED BALANCING AT ALL o.O maybe to "compensate" for our killer block test last term lol o.O but chem i crapped up a lot of the answers o.O

and physics! i very you cheng jiu gan lol. finally there is a time where i can do the whole physics paper without blanking out all the formulas!! lol and managed to think of the last question formula, thanks to algebraic manipulation in math lol. although not really sure if it is wrong or not.

and FIRST TIME i im stuck longer at the chem and bio paper than physics. miracle xD

and geog. WTF i write until hand super suan o.O like essay like that o.O but anyway htink i got the grid bearing thing for mapwork wrong...coz i could never figure out dao di shi zen me yi hui shi lol o.O tsktsk studying this kind of stuffs really not my xingqu la haha xD

yawnnnnnnnnnnnnnn. i want sleeppppp x___x
yesterday night very funny. i went to bed at like 11? i think so.
then i turn turn turn, turn turn turn, look at wuuguii, look at carebear, look at other soft toy, stone stone stone.
cant sleep leh...then sis came in at 12 to sleep i still wide awake. haha but not caffeine didnt drink a lot coffee yesterday ma...xD then lol duno when i fell asleep one. but i think i slept after my sis slept. aiya duno la.

then today morning wake up...walk to bathroom...look at mirror...WAAAAA dark dark hei yan quan o.O then go school in sian sian mood =.= then do science exam dun feel like an exam at all. got that "do worksheet only" feeling tsktsk. geog also.

think im mad liao.

and heh hehs today i brought my wuuguii to school again!! coz im like duno why suddenly feel like bringing soft toy xD heee then i realised why that wuuguii ooks so cute. coz it got big big eyes, wide wide smile then look a bit retarded. but SOOO CUUUUTE!!xDxDxD

lol now totally in slacking mood le maybe later after shower then i go do some math to refresh my memory xD hopefully tomorrow wont flunked math paper again xD and tmr got class photo taking whatever crap o.O

haha and i think going out with me will be very bad lol. coz i always jing qiao qiao liu zou one o.O today after school dad suddenly say coming to pick me up o.O then i at first want go canteen lunch with friends one...then dad keep hurrying me -.- then i just took my bag and zou diao never tell them...SO BAD RIGHT!! think i always like that one lol xD gao gu pi LOL o.O

haha hmm...maybe tmr i shall bring soft toy to school again!!xDxD

lol and yesterday sis went part time. hehs. next year i can go also. got ic card can go le ba i think. so next year got time i want go also xD get earn moneyy *ching~~ money face $_$* haha is if got time o.O

still pondering about whether to take art next year or not!!rawrrrrrrrr!!

haha okay bye going to slack again xD
byeebyeeeeeeee~~xDxD

jie bu diao

2009-10-20T16:53:00.004+08:00

黑夜将城市笼罩
想念蔓延在心房
想你的拥抱你的微笑
想到快要疯掉
爱你到莫名其妙
算了已无可救药
没有你会死掉

我不再开心的笑
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后
寂寞把我逼进了墙角

不听别人的劝告
才掉进你的圈套
现在知道却放不掉
世界慢慢地变老

戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃
就是戒不掉对你的依靠

我不再开心的笑
痛苦在胸口燃烧
在你离开以后
寂寞把我逼进了墙角

不听别人的劝告
才掉进你的圈套
现在知道却放不掉
世界慢慢地变老

戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃

戒不掉对你的依靠
失去重心该怎么好
每个表情都能治疗
相思的煎熬

戒不掉你对我的好
像被关在想念的牢
只剩寂寞缠绕着我
我无路可逃

就是戒不掉对你的依靠
就是戒不掉你对我的好

bu shuo chu de wen rou

2009-10-20T16:39:00.002+08:00

你是否忘记了那时候的笑容
如果我已不在你心中

舍不得为什么你说过的以后
留下我能不能圆梦

那天空云很多看不见你的轮廓
只剩下太多来不及说

不说出的温柔让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
等着你我才发现难过
很难说有没有想念过你的手
可能是我不愿去触碰
不记得本来你有没有擦口红
反正是我已经错过

那天空云很多看不见你的轮廓
剩下太多来不及说

想哭的冲动开始在失去以后
才等着你的手拥抱我的寂寞
该说的时候早应该大声的说
那种认真的沉默弄巧成拙

不说出的温柔让你离开我
我以为你都会懂
想哭的冲动开始在失去以后
已经擦干了泪为何还有点痛
该说的时候早应该大声的说
爱已经留下缺口剩下沉默

不说出的温柔让你离开我
去拥抱你要的梦
别担心我我会好好过

17/10/2009

2009-10-17T23:52:00.002+08:00

hm haha seriously wondering why am i posting during exam period o.O
and especially i have slacked through whole of yesterday and like most of today -.-
only studied like plate tectonics and a teeeeeny weeeeny bit of bio on ecology blablabla.

prepare to die more.

ok lets rant about the paper. start from LA. there goes~~

hm. LA paper one. unseen and composition. no doubts my english i damn freaking private limited xDxD so i did the question on the "spare the rod and spoil the child" thingyy. and basically just crapped a lot of no link craps -.-

then unseen. DIE LOR. and surprisingly the unseen prose is translated from a bing xin's work. anyway... i very fu qian in lit one. cannot infer properly haha. plus limited vocab so is tsktsk. you know coz my poem assignment is just pass kind LOL then is at the "superficial understanding of poem" category. but the worst thing is next year still got LA. but yay. is only 1.5 weightage next year. then chinese 1.5 BUT!! math is 2 T.T

but ok la my math is MUCH better then my LA. although math super lan also.

ok so LA paper one think i have flunked the unseen horribly. paper 2...hm hope never flunked too bad ba...is a passage about japan blabla. ok slight advantage if you take jap coz i bet i cant understand that sentence on level of formality can be blablabla by the increasingly complicated something something ending. coz of all the seem-very-cheem-to-me vocabs.

then chinese compo. ok i somehow think i will score low for the content part on shi yong wen coz basically i didnt read the revision thing on zuowen -.- so byebye shiyongwen. then zuowen. just a bit scared i write out of point o.O AND!!! crycry i got one error. xie cuo zi. baibai flunk one mark. ok why do i think i sound so mark-concerned now. ok wadeva. bu guan le. xD

paper 2 for chinese. oh yay realised i flunked 2 marks in cloze passage for comfirm le. and maybe MCQ compre for the second passage -.- FINEEEEEE.

math. ok must T.T liao. left 8 marks blank. anyway. confirm >10 marks lost. hooray. that is quite yu liao de dao for me coz the paper is set by miss teng. and according to the standards of previous year papers set by her...this one already counted as ok liao o.O

history. totally crapped for essay part. and hell crap!! i didnt even know such a word as MILITARY GOVERNMENT existed!! and hence i left the example part of tht blank. whoohoo. 2 marks say bye. and then essay quite crappy. source based also o.O

ok then friday i went to check jap marks. and GUESS WHAT. i quite flunked the eoys. 64.2...hm b4. but ok la, taking into account the level of preparedness for the exam and others who failed. ok really got people fail. like lesser than 50 marks. but yay big achievement. got 7.2 for zuowen LOL. my entire crap xD and overall is A2!!!!!!xDxD pull up msg yay.xD

haha still considering about taking-art-or-not for next year. is like scared not enough time cant cope coz of trainings and third lang and mainly coz of my slackness o.O but i feel like taking coz ll sort of like want to do art...EXCEPT FOR THE COMPUTER ART PART T.T i suck at that. TOTALLY. like in front of the computer i have totally no ideas and i just duno how to use adobe stuffs o.O and lol maybe can use art to pull up msg next year because MATH IS GONNA BE DOUBLE WEIGHTAGE T.T

ok diedie.

lalala sleepy le.
want to sleep.
bye.
wish my self good luck for science, geog and math paper 1.
wish whichever ny people who see this good luck also.
last 3 xDxD
but ok next week quite can.
just cannnnnnnn!!!!!!!!!!!
and drama rehearsals will be back!! OH NO.
but haha yay im doing props.
props props props xDxDxD

OK BYE FOR REAL. xD
gd night and gd morning. 00:17 xD

13/10/2009

2009-10-13T19:09:00.002+08:00

tsktsk sian.
why is our school only starting exam when others had ended. sad sad sad case. people slacking le then time for us to mug T.T haha anyway i shall have a mu biao to motivate me to endure mugging!!xD that is...post-exam to do list!! xDxD

1) blog more
2) facebook more!!
3) level 100 in mafia wars!!
4) runescape, wo hui lai le~xD
5) GO OUT~~
6) badminton badminton badminton!!!!!!xDxD
7) maybe random games like clubpenguin MUAHAHA.
8) randoming on youtube.

IN CONCLUSION: slack throughout xD
lol ok fine. anyway. i havent study anything on science and geog yet. just did some maths and history wtf. HISTORYYYYY T.T must remember so many things. just for that 20 marks 2 essays questions. also the pathetic 8 marks for structured answers -.- sad right. include all the topics like so many...

1) colonialism
2) founding of singapore/formation of straits settlements
3) colonialism case study of malaya (got residential blabla)
4) japanese colonisation of malaya and singapore
5) nationalism
6) reasons for rise of nationalism in SEA
7) nationalism in malaya and singapore

7 SETS OF SLIDESS!!! more then 150 slides i think -.- study dao siao. especially people like me brain got limited space one ah...die lor xD

tmr LA. duno how to do the unseen. my lit response damn lan leh o.O whether prose or poem oso very lan -.- and compo lan also. compre lan also. WTF. ok now i think i die for LA le...o.O

haha k going dinner le o.O
bye for a while unless i forgot what i want to say then bye.xD

postttt

2009-10-12T21:33:00.002+08:00

i want to post.
but.
one whole day of math revision killed my brains.
i have no brains now.
oh wait.
i never had one.
fine whatever.
i am now brain dead or brainless.
ok i shall post either tmr or after exam o.O

currently.
i have only one thing i feel like doing.
sleep.
yay.
ok.
shall not crap here.
byebye.

die.
exam coming soon.
die.
xD

7/10/2009

2009-10-07T19:17:00.003+08:00

seriously. i think i should start on revision. like really lah if not i will die. tsk sian i hate examsssss!!! one, you cant play comp games that much. two, you have to revise. Three, cant watch that much tv. Four, time for everyone to start comparing marks i hate it man. Five, waste super lots of pen ink. Six, get a wrist ache after history/geog/LA/chinese paper.

only good thing. can play after that is over xDxD

oh fine. im determined to at least do ONE.
tsk ok very sian later got mood then post k xD

bye.

bla

2009-10-07T18:14:00.000+08:00

《一年甲班34号》！！

one of the best picture book i ever enjoyed!!xDxD

haha p.s. later posting i think.

complainnnnn

2009-10-02T23:25:00.002+08:00

stop complaining about others and reflect on your own actions.
it is not that we want to be mean.
we just can't stand the attitude you treat people.
eh ren you almost whole year le leh.
we are not saints.
our tolerance level is limited.
stop pushing the blame on others.
nobody is perfect.
im not.
we are not.
and of course you are NOT.
so please don't go around blaming on others when you don't received as much "nice attention" as you want and make ridiculous comments.
you just cant see yourself.
as P said, you yourself treat people like dirt and expect others to treat you well. WTH is this?!!
you cant expect people to take back what they have promised others just because you want it to be in this way. don't you know that we have to keep our promise??

fine. you can say that im a f-bitch or whatsoever i don't care.
think what you think.
i am just stating what i think.
bushuang then blame and scold me lor.
whooxzz maybe i need some counselling for being bitchy too.

haha and i dun care if you know who you are or not im just here to rant!!

tyvm. end of complaint.
xiexie da jia xD

2/10/2009

2009-10-02T21:13:00.002+08:00

hmm lalala me here to crap crap crap again o.O

lalala sian sian sian eoys is like three weeks away and i havent toch any revision o.O and i think our school is like one of the lasts to have eoys T.T means people eoy finish slack slack le then is the time for us to test paper marathon and i bet that the pen refills are going to be out of stock or something haha. imagine how much we have to write xDxD

lol yay this monday no third lang yayayayay coz i think is sc 3 having their oral exams for eoys o.O but then i suay suay lor so lazy havent finish ict then wanted to stay for ict but ended up staying back for art T.T finished it like 80% that day. now already finished le and i think that is quite empty. but i like the background. coz FINALLY after 9999999 milleniums i achieved ONE piece of painting that i dun feel its that horrible.

haha but this time is because the background only involves paint dabbing HAHA xD while longmao and yl are washing their paint-stained skirts xD haha art so fun although your skirt and uniform will get totally screwed with colours -.- but if my mom wont scream then i rather have a colourful skirt.

heeeeeee shall consider taking art next year xD but is examinable leh think i will die xD somemore need stay back every wednesday o.O but lol art damn fun. especially CLAY xDxD haha ok shall stop crapping.

hm then wednesday OMG i totally screwed my jap eoy. i forgot one kanji and totally cnt catch the listening compre. can bai tuo the teachers dun speak rifle gun jap onot lol. and somemore i duno why i just suddenly brain dead during the test and i cant remember a lot of stuffs T.T tsk dun care la.

thurssssdayyyy. ok finish up art during white space and erhem. super lots of rooms for improvements o.O and the YAY thing is i finally didnt stain any paint on my skirt xDxDxD hee and i borrowed four books. the picture book super rocks. although its picture book but still quite lots of words la. and obviously its in chinese like duh. english comics read le very sian o.O

hm its called 希望今天遇见你 (Looking forward to meeting you) xD about a bgf that broke up then they are trying to forget o.O tsk ok not main point but the main point is THE PICTURES DAMN CUTE!!xDxD its like awwwwww-ish cute xDxD

heh heh of course the others i borrowed will include sherlock holmes and two other random comic/picture book xD tsk i didn't know sherlock holmes was a drug addict until a few days ago. yea, he is hooked on cocaine o.O coz he needs them to keep him on thinking state-.- but anyway maybe that is what that makes him so genius. haha maybe the genius one is the author conan doyle. genius la xD

hee then i guaiguaii went for math remedial o.O brain cells died a lot. WL eh now i wonder how can i finish the eoy math paper with such a retarded mind o.O ok maybe i cant even finish it in the first place. the only paper i can guarantee to finish is maybe chinese and science. although balancing equations is CRAZY o.O

haha dun even zhi wang myself to finish history paper. hello, i mean 2 definitions + example, 2 structured questions, THREE source based questions, TWO essay questions in ONE HOUR AND FORTY FIVE MINUTES. suan le, kill me first ba. will die die die die DIEEE!!! T.T

hm and then today ok lor...just normal. and not paying attention in history class again. and doodling in my hua ce. bet yuyen is doodling also xD the doodleking xDxD haha i know i have to but i just can't have the determination to listen to all the history facts and details o.O humanities just aren't what im interested in o.O prefer languages and SCIENCE!!xDxD although LA is seriously killing me o.O must go pick up vocab someday o.O

hmm then CME watched a movie and the chinese accent is very strong i cant really catch some of the dialogues coz too mo hu bu qing xDxD and other lessons are okay xD

oh yea. last point.
sbs bus company needs loads of upgrading for buses and use more double deckers xDxD

ok bye i shall TRY T-R-Y to mug xD

hee

2009-09-26T23:43:00.002+08:00

lol so cool sis just told me my fb pic looks totally dark from the side hahaha yay find it so amusing -.-
tsk feel so childish but nvm...xD

26/9/2009

2009-09-26T22:23:00.002+08:00

waa today ah...only got one word to describe. busy. busy busy busy busy busy busy busy xDxD and not enough sleep *yawn yawn* lol yea coz yesterday 9+ then received sms say today have to go help classmates with their upcoming inter class debate compts. yep have to go coz was sort of volunteered by teacher as 陪练队 ppl o.O

but this will be the second last time coz its FINALS o.O last time will be on monday morning haha can go early to do homwork xD and monday no third lang WOOHOO!!xDxD

haha don't disgress hmm... ok then last night was comping also then comp comp comp slack slack slack facebook facebook facebook blog blog blog random random random and then!! 12+ then go sleep tsk i so bad.

then today woke at like 8. then i realised something-- i havent packed the stuffs i need to bring there xD hee and today brought my carebear go again!!xD then got something to hug xD hm by the time i reached school still got a few havent come...then went to 7 11 buy pao mian!!korean kimchi flavour LOL.

then ate it at like 11. and drank all the soup and OMG a lot msg haha xD and we made the table so messy look like picnic a lot random food and wrappers and blablabla o.O

then i go school from 930 to 330. 6hrs LOL personal best record xD hee then when i go on the bridge a EMPTY 157 pao diao!! then so sad have to wait for the next bus which is sort of crowded no place to sit omg damn sad should have walk faster haha xDxD then reach home nobody so on comp again xD

and until 9 then parents came to fetch me to dinner. dinner at 9+ hm so fatty xD but nvm i discovered something. zuijin i ate so much and i weighed myself a few days ago and woohoo never increase nor decrease xDxD waaa xDxD

lol tsk sian think im really really getting dumber nowadays...cant process le lol. hmm so i thought of various reasons of becoming dumb xD

first!! too much sugar. as according to sis, sugar kills brain cells and OMG the amount of my sugar intake haha. still remember june hols went kap to do project then i ate one packet of sugar just because senior threw it to me and im lazy to put it back -.- and lol i eat a lot of sweets -.- ben si le.

second!!sleep too late xD then ll brain chidun then ll lead to *blurblur* ness xD
resolution: SLEEP EARLIER LA!!xD

third!!osotogari-ed or morotegari-ed hardly xD tsktsk that one ah...get used liao. maybe thats why everyone say my head very hard -.- fine but i think im already very dumb before i joined judo ok so not a main factor xD

fourth!!last time keep pillow fighting. then got huge and heavy pillows bouncing your brain loose xD then ll go haywire tsktsk.

OK WHY AM I EVEN TALKING ABOUT THIS.
IM SUPPOSED TO DO HOMEWORK.

ah man so dumb i forgot all about that -.-
AHHHHHHHHH DUMBBBNESSSS!!!xDxD

k bye going do homework le.
oh yes. i think im really dumb.
i got like credit for UNSW english LOL. 35/60.
LOWEST IN MY CLASS.
must qingzhu yi xia -.- xD

ok la bye got quite a few homework to complete xD
byeeeeeee!!!xD

song

2009-09-26T20:25:00.003+08:00

《我的快乐》

徘了徊了走了错了哭了痛了
累了倦了哭了烦的乱的冷的都是真的
疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
浮躁的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
你坐过的沙发宽了你爱的音乐停了我等着你等成了摆设

我的你的他的好的坏的难的
灰的蓝的黄的酸的甜的苦的都还记得
非常想要忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要还你了真的不想要了只得放了
环岛的火车载着我第几天了忽然发现这一刻我不想你了

我的快乐会回來的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回來的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回來的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回來的
离开不是谁给了谁的选择

我的快乐会回來的
只要清楚曾爱得那么深刻不准问值不值得
我的快乐会回來的
离开不是你给了我的选择

疯的想的念的不安的焦虑的
浮躁的梦过的拥有的失去的怎么忘呢
非常想遗忘的绝对不能忘的
我想要还你的真的不想要了只得放了
放了... 忘了...

25/9/2009

2009-09-25T18:00:00.002+08:00

ahhhh people i am so going to post a NORMAL post today. i ll TRY. no guarantee xD
hmm ok first point! i feel like changing URL already. but very lazy haha. coz i somehow wants a change of URL xD okay wait this is getting abnormal o.O hee don't care le laaa...

lol sis went out to swim. she whole day pangsehh me one lor. and go out to watch movies play or simply just dangling around in school which i do sometimes also xD

hee talking about school, today went to library and borrowed 3 comics. SHERLOCK HOLMES!! OMGOMG conan's dear dear idol xDxD oh yeah and i found the wonderful section of comics with all the hayao miyazaki or something's books. WHOOZZZ.

haha though so the sherlock holmes comic doesn't really look very attractive so i might/might not read it. hee and somemore EOYs are coming in like erm...18days or something?? 14th october anyway.

oh yeah and i think my brain is GOING MADDDD xD recently im like getting instant sleepiness lol. like not sleepy at all and sleepy after one second. tsktsk. hopeless lazy pig la me xD and im still playing computer now. like facebooking -.-

oya sad now got a funny not-the-same-colour-as-other-part and kinda hardish thing at the place where i got tuopi during drama presentation. tsktsk fail lol i did a tumbling-failish "breakfall" and landed knee first so tuopi-ed xD lol got that kind of primary school play catching and fall down feeling LOL xDxD

then wednesday had my LA talk as mentioned. not that bad. not a lot eye contact though muahaha xD

YESTERDAY!! lol i feel so paikia yesterday. coz we were supposed to go for math remedial at 2 but there is a BSP talk which teacher STRONGLY ENCOURAGED us to go so we waited till like 220 then miss teng havent come so we ponned remedial o.O and went for the talk o.O

then the teacher at the talk was blabbering on about the advantages of learning BSP blablabla. then i sian there stoning o.O haha but decided to take BSP anyway coz i really DON'T LIKE writing and i am not going to join CLEP however slack it is. Because it needs writing.

hm but people say that for BSP there will be source-based in chinese. haha source based jiu source based lor. since writing source based in english for me already so lan already, so bu fang try chinese version, maybe will be better/ more lan xDxD hmm but currently hesitating whether to take triple science or not coz my physics REALLY SUCK. but my geog/history/ literature suck as well. so no big difference. haiz -.-

today xD went school and PCCG was sexuality education part 1 about porn -.- why people want watch porn blablabla. then say what curiosity LOL.

then after that is physics lesson. ah man. rao le wo ba. what P=IV blablabla. going crazy soon xDxD and after recess is chinese. then lang arts which is quite boring for people who totally had no talent/interest in english o.O me want do well for LA but don't know how to o.O coz my vocab is really private limited xD

hm today 1205 can released the 3rd lang people coz is oral day. so our class probably left like 16 to 17 people o.O like about half went for 3rd lang stuffs. and missed malay and dance. THE SLAK PERIODS T.T waste slackness o.O hmm then went 3rd lang centre pin ming mugging for kanjis coz i didnt pay attention in class for very long le then everything duno how to read o.O

lol oral. reading part was okay coz i managed to mug 95% of all the kanjis. ok speech part. sort of stumbled quite a lot coz its like memorising whole big chunk of words and plus have to memorise the kanjis also o.O then free conversation. STUCK. that teacher asked about holiday. where i went. actually i went no where but have to make up something. said i went penang last year june and went there to eat and GO MUSEUM. this is wad happens from private limited vocab xD

then he asked about school and bla. then he asked whats my CCA. so judo. then he like O.O then ask me what belt/rank. and I DUNO WAD IS ORANGE OR YELLOW IN JAP. like we havent learn?? so i just said in english -.- then he asked HOWS THE RANKING LIKE!! wth. like all colours like white to yellow to orange to green to blue to brown to black. and he said the white. and i duno how to say yellow, orange, green, brown because it was never taught and i FORGOT that we have learnt black. so yeah. dead. failxzxzxzxzxzx. tsktsk.

ok so i dont cared i really screwed up quite a lot now that i think of it haha xDxD DON'T CARE LE LAAAAAAAAAA!!! o.O

hm ok time for me to shower. coz must shower before 7pm o.O so have to go now xD

aiyo. now got a bit sleepy again. screw you, brain. xDxD

k byeeeeeeeeee. xDxDxD

sleeeeeeeeeeep

2009-09-23T18:08:00.001+08:00

民以食为天，我以睡为天 !! xDxDxD

23/9/2009

2009-09-23T17:32:00.002+08:00

hm i think im like so dumb o.O just choked on my own saliva tsktsk cant be any dumber...o.O haha think its like super longgggg time since i last posted again o.O and wtf I AM SLEEPY AGAIN. failxzzz xD

lol last friday thing was quite a disaster. have to wear that high heels and stand there listen to teacher talk talk talk talk before we walk over to hc. then have to walk walk walk walk to the auditorium. and after the whole thing need to walk walk walk walk all the way back to ny again. walao tong si le T.T

lol i wonder how female teachers can walk around in those shoes everyday o.O propro people xD

waa then saturday and sunday totally no chance to do homework worh. saturday during the day was trying to remember some kanjis for jap oral then evening like that mom say want to go dinner then after dinner she actually went ikea to shop shop until like 12 then reach home.

then sunday went malaysia for like almost the whole day then 12+++ like reach home o.O sad me sleep deprived lol although whole day sleep until so late.

then monday is public hol but got drama rehearsal for the last time at joan's house there then have to wake early. im late like half an hour somemore o.O coz overslept. so psps lol o.O

lol now still yawning. tsktsk think im going to hibernate soon.

hm then yesterday was drama presentation. finally over LOL. yay say byebye to tiffany xDxD lol and yesterday i gao ding my chinese presentation also then i spoke like rifle gun coz only got 3 minutes then i think i got overtime o.O but who cares over liao.

then after that teacher gave us a review thing to hand in by school end so was doing during geog lesson coz mr tan on mc again o.O although got relief teacher but i was kind of eyes staring at the board but mind was thinking of how to write the review then i started writing coz dun want stay back do o.O so started doing blablabla.

today presented LA speech FINALLY. and now have to prepare for JAP ORAL. waa give my mouth a break leh... keep have to present stuffs T.T and next week is like jap eoys paper and i havent even revise a tiny weeny little bit o.O

hmm haha recently my sis keep bugging me to go for second piercing xD tsktsk. paikia ah... but lol i want second one also but training cannot wear although quite a lot wearing but i keep dio caught by sir everytime i wear ear studs.

haha sis bug me for very long le o.O maybe should consider hmm... but dun like the feeling like burning like that. and wads worse is sis says she feels NOTHING. sadistic la. good lor lol. oh yea i wanted to stuff in some ear sticks last weekend but it couldnt get in coz the earsticks too thick le o.O siannn waste my moneyyyyyyyyyyy!! tsk never mind shall go try again. better than letting my piercing close up LOL then bai bai pierce for nothing o.O have to pay $4 per hole leh o.O

oh yea that reminds me that last time not many people know what is ear stick then lol my table mate all ask why you stuff pencil lead in your ear... SO funny LOL xD

OMGOMGOMG just remembered i have to do drama journal...haiz sian by friday somemore tsktsk -.- but lol im still still still yawning *o* sleepy sleepy~~ and my sis is sleeping arghh!! shenaps like everyday o.O

whoozxz i wanted to say something but i forgot o.O either im senile or im dumb or im brain dead but i think im all of them T.T

oh yawn
byebye
yawn
yawn

YAWNNNN~~~~~xD

16/9/2009

2009-09-16T17:07:00.002+08:00

lol jiu ming ahhhhhhhh. im like in that dying to sleep mode now -.- need matchstick to open my eyes -.- ok just kidding. but i want sleeeep~~

TSK CRAP have to find court shoes omg o.O court shoes reminds me of mannequins. AND WTF STOCKINGS?!! tsk have to specially get them just for this friday so mafan i rather not go le lor. like need to wear banana suit and stuffs o.O

AND CANNOT GO HOME RIGHT AFTER DISMISSAL.
tsk ok now not that sleepy coz fingers typing blablabla xD

lol today got quite little homework which is like prepare for LA speech and like erm...memorise drama script and do math but that is optional i feel like doing but im tiredly brain dead xD

ok hm today was quite ok except that chem test was a screw. 6 balancing equations + 10 MCQ + some drawing of configuration + some random written answers thing only 50 mins. quite enough but the balancing equation is like HORRIBLE. i didnt finish it T.T but dun care le la already over le xD

haha but sian school reopens...dun like o.O
and eoys coming. worse. i hate exams although im not nervous about them.

yawn. i think i need some strong caffeine coz lol coffee doesnt really works xD OH NO. haha ok but actually today homework not very need-to-use-brain kind so nvm if brain dead.

haiz but next friday got jap oral eoy super sian. ok not reaching that day yet so dun talk about it first.

hee today went home early coz today is the earliest day for dismissal xDxDxD but sad today bus is so crowded when i first reach the bus stop then got 157 come then omg super duper packed like bursting like that o.O

and even double decker is unbelievably crowded -.- tsk last time quite kong one duno why now so crowded.

oh shit ok i duno where to get court shoes and stockings. diediedie. sian. die.

ok bye i cant think anymore.
*bzzzbzzz BANG* brain on low batt.
can only charge at night.

bye.
x_x

9/9/2009

2009-09-09T20:44:00.000+08:00

hee today is triple nine day...whoa police hotline o.O lol sian i like so super long never post what i want to post then now like a bit forget liao o.O

oh one week no proper post le o.O feel so pathetic haha.

hm last saturday dad went to msia to work and bla and will only be back like on this friday or something.

but i have to yi da qing zao wake up to go school to pei lian for the debate semis. waaa xia si ren leh i reached there then nobody reach yet i thought i gao cuo the date o.O

then heng is just everyone late o.O xia si ren xD lol then we dododododo then after that left half and hour like that we started prank calling random guys o.O

then do random stuffs. as for me im like playing with my qin ai de carebear. YESSS i actually brought the carebear to school and that is the second time. first time was this march lifeskills camp xDxD omg carebear is so cute and adorable xDxD

then sunday is freeday. yup quite sian.

monday oso quite boring.

tuesday went for training. haha quite ok. yayyy xDxD then after that went home didnt go anywhere then on bus think the aircon too shuang then i started to doze off o.O even though im on the outer seat xD heng never fall off o.O if not ll be damn paisehh.

then today went for the wrestling demo thing. OMG damn fun coz its like super different from last year haha like this year one more although im like sweating like some shit crap xD

then after that stayed for katas and OMG i think i left my pencil there blabla. maybe my fren got take but i think most probably its still so kelian lying at the dojo or something o.O

that cute pencil lin lao shi gave o.O then china olympics one xD

hmm...then came back home again have to do housework. plus sis zaoed so have to do double tsktsk.

but lol i think after lunch i totally smell of miso soup or something LOL. i drank like super lot then my mom was like "huh ni hai yao he ah" when i went for my third bowl LOL. so stop drinking lor xD

but after that drank coffee again.

then at night got soupish thing again. OMG soup rocks the whole world down haha xDxD

OMG!!
1) CHINESE SIA PRESENTATION
2) JAP ORAL SPEECH
3) LA SIA 3MIN TALK
!!!!!!!! i all havent start to prepare. die hard hard luh -.- especially for LA T.T my passion. i have no passion seriously o.O

passionless o.O

hee ok i going watch tv le...
zaijian.

and...
GD NIGHT!!xDxD

tsk

2009-09-08T23:35:00.000+08:00

damn la yesterday want to post then comp lag -.- then cant post.

psps today quite late le cant post also. i try tmr o.O

PSPSPSPSPSPS T.T

song again.

2009-09-07T21:20:00.001+08:00

hmm sad song...o.O